i wan to accomplish lotsa stuf in ma lyf...

1. wana hv a stable finance
2. wana b a gd fren
3. wana b inspired
4. wana b tidy
5. wana b more focus
6. wana b a teacher
7. etc etc etc

ders juz too much to do tt im juz lost in my own mind...
im owis clueless s wer to start & wen do i stop...
i hate to b push arnd & bugged...
bt i lurve pushin myself to e limits & bug ppl...

my lyf sparks its own controversies...
i do wat i wan & didnt wat i dun...

im sick of studyin fer e moment...
bt tt doesnt mean im quittin sch fer tt...
my mind ful of cobwebs coz im an ass in plannin & arrangin my own tymin...
i admit i sux at tt...
im betta off plannin fer othas...

at tyms i wonder y cnt i do e same thang to myself?
i cn owis bug ppl & find possible solutions to probs...
bt na'ah...
i cn neva bug myself to do stuff & find possible solutions to ma own probs...

BAM!
i wana mk tis tis tis thangz hpn tis way...
ideas ideas ideas ideas owis shoot outz lyk water frm e underground...
wer it go?
back to e underground i guess...

i wana b a teacher!
i wana go NIE aft grad!
i wana b financially stable!
i wana hv a kid wen im 25!

moz of al....
i nid drive to pursue my dreams!

shoOt!
tymtable outz & its kinda wowz...
i oredy foresee maself M.I.A-in fer certain modules...

no ila,
NO!
no more skippin of tuts/lects anemore!
3rd yr oredy larz bodo!
buck up!
buck up!

ur tymtable lks promisin fer u to catch up wit ur studies...
lotsa gaps here & der fer u to wel,
catch up!
:D

b a gd gyul,
go back hm each dae aft skool if u hv nth on...
tk a gd rest,
shower,
nap,
eat,
etc etc etc...
den,
tk outz ur lect nts & tuts...
c tru it & jot dwn further nts fer those tt u dun understand...

its okz if u dun hv any lyf nw...
u wil once u outz werkin & b an adult...
hoho...

so tk tis advice & guidelines frm urself & voila!
u wil shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnneeee........

awww poor bloggie...
sory fer nt update u darlz...
nth excitin hpn e past wk larz...

gt my pathetic itp pay...
den shop shop shop & more shop..
hakz...
din buy much larz..
juz 3 pairs of earrings,
a pair of slippers,
a blouse,
& a haircut!
*nt much dif larz, oni thinner*
plus lotsa food food food & foOoooooOooooood......

lyf bin lyfless since itp...
go werk,
kum back frm werk...
tts al...
too tired to kai kai...
plus budgetin larz beb...
kkz..
tt may sound contracdictin to e previous para...
hakz...

bt did went outz fer a while here & der...
i hp e folks balek kg tis kumin sat...
den i can outz my whole hearts outz...
*devil horn sticks outta head*

ah im bored...

y ppl owis mis

1. interpret
2. judge
3. understand

me....

muz look owis go wit character?
muz u owis act/bhv e same 24/7?

cmon larz...
gimme a break seh...
juz coz i sent a super short sms doesnt mean im ngiao rytz...
doesnt mean i kip askin ppl to focus durin mitin means im big headed rytz...
doesnt mean i kip remindin ppl means im bein extremely pushy rytz...
im tired of al tis farkin nonsense larz...
can u ppl juz pls differentiate e werkin ila & e fun ila...
i cant b both al e tym...
im no superhuman to possess tt power...
pls try to understand me...
im juz a normal human bein lyk al of u...
plus i hv an additional responsibilty both to my self & othas...

ppl r nt bein honest wimme bout myself...
so hw m i supposed to noe if my actions r ryt?
i can sense tension among several ppl & situations at tyms...
bt those r juz "feelins"...
i nid to noe e real fact & tots frm e ppl mouths itself...

al i nid nw is ya'll respect...
both s a fren & colleague...

List of food that i ate todae:

1. Fried egg bread with jam, margarine & kaya filling.
2. Lotsa sweets.
3. Lotsa crackers.
4. Lotsa biscuits.
5. Cornflakes.
6. Minced chicken with noodles.
7. One wanton.
8. Half a serving of chewy chocolate ice-cream.
9. 3 spoonfuls of cookie ice cream.
10. A few cuts of rojak.
11. A stick of pepper sausage.
12. Half a stick of cheese sausage.
13. Half a thigh of fried chicken.

snoreZzzZzzzZZzz.....

v v v tired...
physicallie, mentallie & emotionallie..

shoulders stil hurt...
haiz wen cn it stop achin?
i nid a massage tmr...
by hook or by crook!
i sld learn to sit & walk straight...
tink e slouchin is makin my back hurts...

i felt so at hm at werkplc juz nw...
thx kathy fer hearin me outz...
at least i noe wer to turn to if i wana mengadu...
heheh....
thx bro fer e comfort & massage
*urgh i nid e massage badly!*
even my own bro neva hug me b4....
:'(
bt pls stop wearin e same color s me....
grrrrr...
shimmy,
maceh bebyk dok sbelah ku dgr rintihan ati ku...
hoho...
& offerin me e old chang kee wen i was ful & sharin e ayer wen i was pokai juz nw...
plus accompany me waste tym gg back hm...
heheh...
many many hugs to u ppl!

*HUGS HUGS HUGS HUGS HUGS HUGS HUGS HUGS HUGS HUGS HUGS HUGS HUGS HUGS*

nw tt u noe bit more bout myself,
hush hush ya...
*i doubt any of u wil read my blog larz*
i feel reli fortunate to b attach togetha wit yall...
dunno wat wil hpn if i kena otha plc...
sobz...
so touchin...
hehehz...
bt im ok nw..
at least i tink im ok...

awww....
i so wana gv yall a bear hug ryt nw...
hakz...
i din noe e significant of hug til recently wen i nided it badly fer comfort...
*pouts*
i wil treasure any form of hug frm nw on...
even if it means squeezin me til i hv no breath
or
jumpin at me frm behind & omoz pull my hair off my scalp...
hahakz...
kkz..
no links...

al u nid wen u r feelin dwn basicallie is,
warmth...
& i get tt frm 3 strangers tt i juz noe at werkplc juz nw...
thxie so much....
*wink2*

PS:no shima, im nt bitchin bout u alone

weeeEeeeEeeEeEeeEeeEeeEeeEeeEeeeeeE~

tym flies so fast at werk todae....
so gd!
bt my shoulder ached faster too...
bt nvm owis gt masseurs to soothe it..
thx ppl...
tho its blardy painful at tyms...
urgh!

yeah was attached to 1c juz nw...
betta seh...
than 1a,
WE grab e taxpayers...
1c e TAXPAYERS kum to u..
heheh...
so far al my taxpayers are tame larz...
except fer a few super cerewet nk mampos...

blardy TP:"aiyo v high leh e income. dowanla dowan....wait ar hlp me chg"
suwit me: "ok sure" *a fuckin forceful smile*

blardy TP: "eh gyul hlp me check e tax tt i kena. aiyo last yr i kena lesser lehz....dowan dowan...chg"
suwit me: "ok" *!@##$%^*

bt i stil enjoy it!
except tt i was super selekeh larz juz nw...
lyk wana go pasar lidat...
delwyn sae i juz woke up frm slp in chalet...
thx ar boy...
reli appreciate it...

tmr is anotha dae...
masseurs!
standy!
;)

yeah!
finalie efsc started!

wooooohooooooooooooo~

it's much much betta than corres i tel u..
1001% betta!
tho my shoulders achin & feelin shag lyk shyt,
at least i gt to c more life & walkabout...

tym flew much faster too...
e nxt u noe,
"eh last taxpayer liaoz"
bt unfatefully,
*kkz no such werd*
tt last taxpayer is mine...
duh!
& she/(i)m is v damn ngiao larz...
"no no nvm i do myself"
*while wavin her hand in e air to me*
wah super ar!
nice way to end my dae seh...

cant blame larz actually tts e way efsc werk...
we no longer provide 1-2-1- service...
u kum here,
do urself,
dunno ask us...
period.

bt i simply lurve it!
minus e unfixed break tt we hv larz...
*kkz....no such werd again*
i can no longer savour my food...
*sobz...*
no more fork spoon frm nw onwards...
lesser handicapped toilet breaks...
*multiple sobz*

i muzve lk blardy typical malayu larz...
coz evry malayu taxpayer ey wil push to me...
wah piang eh...
cant escape fer awhile seh...
each tym wana go outz fer awhile,
"eh 1 more can"
i cant possibly sae no coz e queue was kinda long & its nt nice to go otha plc wen e taxpayer's eyes is on u...
i shall station myself sumwer in front tmr..
so ez fer me to sneak outz...
hehx...

ouch!
nw my back hurts!
Mommy help me!!!!!!!!!!

telme im nuts...
i wana ensure tt thangz r done bt im juz kinda reluctant to do it...
s in,
i wana certain thangz to b in plc...
bt i owis delay in checkin tt its been carried out,
or at least in e process...
its usually delayed til late or v late..

wadeva larz ek ila...

results in 36hrs tym...
my fark shyt!
i muz endure coz i noe i wil flung a module..
or at least i tink its a module...
farkin hell if its more than 2...
e folks wil shoot at my ear drums by den...
cb....
wer is e gyul hu used to score & werk hard back in skool?
e ans:
dwn in e dumps...
gone wit e wind i sld sae...
so,
tt explains y i no longer score...
let alone pass...

let's not brood ova tt blardy results...
s i noe fer sure i wun mk it...

werk in 9 hrs tym..
ah e feelin of startin a tad bit ltr juz create a smile cros my face...
plus knockin off tad bit early...
except,
its bin "compensate" by startin blardy early & end late than usual on sats...
i simply lurve e mangement fer tt...
thx ar eh...
more power to u ar siak!

enuf sae...
tis demure gyul juz cnt gt her eyes to shut & body slump on e bed fer god noes y...
is she excited tt finalie e real job is startin soon?
or coz her mind is full of unfinished job?
perhaps e blardy cb results roamin tru her mind?
mebe e tot of him is kipin her awake...
fig outz urself my beloved readers hu he is...
bt b sure,
he's nt her type...
juz sum eye candy tt kip her mind flirtin tym to tym..
awww....

beware of tis nasty damsel, boys....
purrrrrrrr.........

i luuurve tt female vibratin rug!
& e rm...
& e colors...
& e concept...
& e surroudings...
b ensure im gona go der again....