juz wen i tot i cld stay at hm wit my bum infront of e com screen al dae,

fatigue strikes me...



woke up at 1230pm feelin al lethargic & zoned out...

dazed arnd my tiny hs,

sat beside mama tt juz fin her lunch,

showered,

ate lunch,

crap wit mama,

den slp agn at 3pm...

haha...



felt betta aft tt larz...

tink i shocked my body wit e sudden stop frm al werk & wakin up late...



eh ders a request by "ella & jabrina"

lolz...

lyk "iLa & sabrina" seh....



my debts is pillin up agn...

bt nt s much s b4 larz...

keheheheheeh....

wonder wat to gt fer e old (lil) bro bdae...

uhm...

ayah share prezzie can?

wa meyou cian lehz......

one word....
T.I.R.E.D

outz wit e long tym no c,
YT ppl...
omg al stil e same larz!
lame s eva!
e gyul al bueh-ed...
oni me aini & durriah turnd up...
e rest,
e usual (lame) guys...
bt coool....
aini drove us arnd!
woooooohooooooo~
oni drove e gyuls larz...
nyehehehehehe....
save my taxi fare...
bt shag ah...
tho al live in e north...

kkz im gettin cranky...
blog agn ltr...

Bye

ah apologize agn...
~now its turnin blue~

yay rayer wit e TCeans juz nw!
e moz relekess & latest jln rayer eva!
long story short,
ey were supposed to mit at semb mrt at 1030am to kum to my hs 1st...
in e end,
oni ham froz & sye-D came to my hs at 1130am...
e rest?
well,
e holdin e TC tradition,
came at 1230pm...
2hrs late frm mitin tym...
haha..
bt it was fun larz...
tho i was oredy daze even b4 we left my hs...
& s usual,
e green pacs were invested to e taxi drivers...
was suprised tt i stil rcv green pacs...
~grins~

Charlie was so adorable larz...
he salam-ed al e elders in each hs,
til uhm,
he accidentally i tink salam-ed sye-D's younger sis...
haha...
coz she gv e green pacs to us,
quite unsual coz usually its e elders hu gv it...
such a curious boy seh...
he even stood by e side watchin e guys pray at ham's...
haha...
ala convert larz u mundgen...
chg ur name to Muhammad Leon Spinoza or Muhammad Chairol...
nyeheheheh....

& we watched e A.A.S.K. film at sabz...
oh manz!
i cnt stand myself in it!
yucks!
i wish i cn do it agn....
speakin of which,
ders an audition tis wed!
bt ah shucks...
nt sure if i wana go fer it larz...
dowana join den cnt committed...
oh well...
i c hw 1st...
stil hvnt rd e Dec's X'mas show script yet...
darn muz submit e costume/mkup list to Wendy on Mon...
shucks...

mitin e YT's fer jln rayer in 9hrs tym!
woohoooo~
im so excited...
nyeheheheheheheheh

Ya ampun....
Pusing pala gue dibuatnyer...
Ditanya,
jawabnya iya...
Tapi,
satu haram pon tak dibuatnya...
Tup tup,
dibilang hendak pulang...
Kerna apa?
Mata sudah sakit pandang skrin komputer terlampau "lama"..
Ya ampun.....
Baru sejam memandangnya....
Udah pening?
Waduh waduh...
Pala gue yang pening dibuatnya....

omg!
my heart skips each tym i listen to apologize!
so so soooooooo haunting...
wit e faint 4 beats at e background & floaty vocals,
i cant hlp bt b dreamy...
it is so heartfelt larz...
sth tt i may juz cry my ass off if im in a tite "forgivin" situation..
haha...
lame iLa...

bt heyz!
i cried durin 10/10 kkz...
e one & oni person i tink hu did...
bluek!
speakin of which,
Jeru i want e pics larz oi!

i noe i gt sth to blog bout,
bt i feget...
so very e iLa larz...
owis & 4eva fegetin thangs...

shucks i stil hvnt "repair" my earrings...
ala wkends larz do...

& speakin of wkends,
i cnt wait fer e church visit on Sundae!
wooohooooooooo~
i hope sumbody speak in tongue tt dae...
nyeheheheheh....

PS: I wan a thick black degreeless specs fer my lazy mkup daes....

I'm bored...
Bored Bored Bored Bored Bored
E Melayu kelas at 530pm,
& here I am at home updating this blog of mine...
When by right,
I should be in school wasting my time away till the Melayu kelas since the rest still stuck in class..
Well not exactly EVERYONE...
Dear Mesh out somewhere walking around...
Damn her...
I'm bored...
Really!
Kkz i shall set my focus on www.biblegateway.com for now...
Shoosh!

SELAMAT HARI RAYER PEOPLE!

& so e festive starts...
so does e tumblin stomach...
urgh!
cnfrm plus gurantee it wil rotate itself up dwn left ryt aft endless eatin of al e kueh, gassy drinks, ketupat, rendang, kuah satay, ayam masak merah (slurp me fav~) etc etc...
it tumbled so badly tt one of e kuzzen's tummy bloated & bekam hard...
haha...
bt i guess tt tis is norm each tym Hari Raya...
& wat not?
i stil rcv green packets!
wooohoooo~
bt dun expect it wil b s high s e previous yrs larz horz..
even now wen i rcv it,
it's lyk kinda embarrassin coz cmonlarz,
im 19 gg on 20 soon in lyk 10 mths tym...
haha...

urgh gotta snooze...
e tummy is makin weird noises & rotatin...

happi happi ya'll~

I reli lurve to read bout' histories & how all those events happened etc etc etc...
but it ain't fun wen u hafta read it all up coz of a project!

Here's e situation,
I'm doing a project on Christianity,
& e main focus of e project is
"how Christianity affects e workin/business environment"

sounds easy right?
WRONG!
Firstly,
I'm a modern muslim gyul living in sunny Singapore.
All I noe about Christianity is,
they worshipped Jesus,
have a similar background with Islam,
have regular services in church every Sunday morning...
Secondly,
I don't have the basics to do my reseach!
internet is great,
but it is not sufficient as it doesn't give you the depth of the topic searched.
& it is really taxing when you hafta read pages & pages & pages of words on the computer screen.
Worst if u don't know which website to look for...

Maybe it's just me,
but I don't fancy doing research online as I find it more tiring than visually reading it off a book.
After 2 hours of surfing for Christianity,
I still don't get much...
Still can't get the different groups or least,
e basic,
of Christianity.
So far,
all i got are Mormons, Protestants, Catholics...
uhm....
& Christianity actually originated from Judaism.
That is one "I learn something new everyday!" thang...
The rest?
Tons of ancient words that perhaps dictionary.com could come in handy...

Guess I'll take a short lil' break from e reserch...
By e way,
if you happen to know of anything or anyone that is useful for this project of mine,
please do tell me,
as the submission is in 2 weeks time.
:)

PS:Omg I cant $%^E$# stand tis red hoodie Cina gyul's voice that is sitting diagonally infront of me! Urgh!!!!!!!

Yowza!

I kept complaining that I'm too free for a final year poly student in her last semester,

but since all the projects started to rain down last week,

it seems that my final semester is one hell of a time!

As shown above,

there is forever a submission, presentation or test each week...

Bear in mind I didn't include my Maths Puzzles & Games presentations & assignment as well as TC's Dec Project in the schedule above...

So yupz,

though my timetable is great according to some,

I guess I will spend most of my days at home snoozing in the day after school & up till the wee hours at night zombified trying to finish my projects...

How about my tutorials?

Guess I better do ITFD's tutorial for the first class later...

Which is,

sadly,

at 8am...

haiz...

skool bin such an arse tt i cn literally stay up al nyt & fallin aslp in e aftn...
kkz im nt makin any sense...
here's e situation...

s its e fastin mth,
i nidto get up fer sahur 430am in e morn...
which means,
i cnt go back to slp on evry mon wed & fri s darn i hav 8 am classes..
& mind u al my classes r atT22 either 5th/6th level..
which mins,
i practicallie hafta tk e lift to 4th level & up e stairs to desired level...
bear in mind my sch is uphill...
so der goes my beauty slp...
fine...

proj juz started so i cn nw foresee myself gettin zombiefied...
& its owis e cases tt i either hv sth til late at nyt which oso mins i cnt break fast wit e fam...
bt sum cases is i itchy hand wana attend larz...
wateva e case is,
even if i rch hm early,
i cnt slp til mebe 1am...
so u cn assume i oni hv an average of 3 hrs slp each dae..

& by e tym fri kums,
e tymtable sux anws coz i haf 8-5pm lessons wit oni an hr break frm 11-12 & i hafta go dwnhill to e otha end of e campus frm 1-3 pm fer electives & uphill back fer e last class at 3-5pm,
im exhausted...
no kid,
reli reli exhausted...

example e recent fri,
met up wit e fam at geylang to break fast,
left e plc at 8pm..
s soon s e car engine started,
i fell aslp...
til we rch hm arnd 113opm...
& e fam even sed tt i snored!
yikes!
i was tt deadbeat...
was i snorin in e train each tym den?

tis is scary....
& i kept zonin out in classes...
even e 1st 3 hrs 8am clas,
i zoned out til she mentioned ders a test to b submitted b4 e cls end...

m i sufferin frm insomnia?
manz tis is worryin...
bt i cnt slp fer long hrs larz..
long hrs mins 5-6 hrs...
unless i din hv any slp or oni hv lyk 2-3 hrs slp fer more than 3 daes,
den yupz...
i cn slp fer long hrs...
or else,
wil wk up wit headache...
& i hafta wk up b4 10am each dae too!
or e same thang,
headache...
it so depressin larz...

any cute docs out der hu i consult wit?

sobz...
wana go fer LP's concert...
y larz i muz owis b budget?
oh my darlinz,
pls telme u r kumin back next yr wit a bigger smashin concert?
i so wana c u guys...
sobz sobz...
i nid my teh tarik fer comfort...
:'(