I'm so bored
I'm so bored...

What the hell am I doing at home on a Public Holiday?
Such a loser...
-_-

Damn the neck is having its stiffness again...
But thank God the rashes has gone...
or subside for now...
But the legs especially the right tigh is still aching from yesterday's rehearsal...
It was fun though!
I've never done those kind of practice before & it was really refreashing for me...
Though the legs aches like hell after that...
Kheheheh....

But I'm bored now...
I realised I have limited number of close friends that I can or am comfortable to ask out with...
Haha...
Lots of acquintances but teeny weeny bit of close friends...
My life is boring I know...
Kwang Kwang Kwang...
It's more boring now that I'm not schooling for the time being...
Working life IS boring I'm sure for now...
Plus saving money is a chore too...
You really have to scrimp & tighten your stomach for it...
Well at least at the same time you are able to lose some weight...
Which,
I did manage to do that until recently the colleagues started to buy donuts & pringles & chocz & cakes & whats not...
Guess I'll remain this weight & above forever...
The afternoon weather is not having pity on me either for continously raining on each & every weekends & Public Holidays...
Great...
Been rejecting lots of invitation to go outs thanks to the need of saving money...
Now I know why the number of people asking me out is decreasing...
Nice job iLa...
BravaDo!
But I don't like to go out only for a few hours..
That's the problem with me...
I don't really like to go out after werk cause' we can only hang out for like what?
3-4 hrs?
Then we'll have to rush for the train/bus home & sleep early for work next day...
Plus of course,
the constant out-of-the-world nagging from parents...

My life a bore...
I've yet found a loyal slacking partner or groupies that I can ask out anytime & anywhere without worries...

Oh well...

from e left tigh...
move on to e right....
up & up it went till it reaches e hips...
it circle around it...
bit by bit...
it continued to make its way up to the neck...
finalie the ears...

Ah the sensation...
thingling,
pinchy feeling...

GO AWAY YOU STUPID RASHES!
I FEEL LIKE A MONKEY ITCHING & POWDERING MYSELF WITH PRICKLY HEAT POWDER!
IT'S ITCHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Depress....
I'm soo-oh-oh depress...
Tons of job application & countless interviews...
But yet I didn't learn my lessons..
URGH!

Just got to know that the application to NTU for Diploma grads is over...
Well I just got to know too that BAsc in Edu need to be applied together with NTU admission period...
What am I talking about???
Basically you need to apply both to MOE & NTU if you want to do BAsc in Edu in NTU...
Shucks...

I'm so lost...
Even Nuraini who initially plan to continue studies & inactively finding job been accepted by Credit Suisse...
Guess academic is everthing in today's life eh...
Especially if you are living in Singapore...

Sigh sigh sigh...
Im even more depress now...
The girls in the office keep on talking about Uni admission & what course to choose bla bla bla...
Those girls are blardy younger than me & they are talking about Uni!
Wassup widat manz?

I just need a job fast...
Or I'll just gain more pimples in my face & lack of clothes...

iLa is surprisingly no longer a nocturnal creature...
She turns in as early as 1030pm & wakes up at 5am each day...
Around 2pm,
she will automatically switch on her napping mode & doze off subconsciously...
Each day,
she will have her breakfast at 7am,
lunch at 12pm,
& dinner at 8pm without fail...
By 930pm,
her head will start to bob up & down...
Her daily routine is such a wonderful & adventurous journey that she is always left speechless by the question,
"How's your day?"
She had done & gone through so much each day that she is always unsure what to start...
& it seems that people are always amazed by her response...
They are sure impressed bt her answers!

~Post graduate period is tougher than academic period~
-_-

Who says life is great after graduation?
It's more challenging!

Job applications...
Pondering after pondering...
Decisions upon decisions....
Plans plans plans...
Study or work?
Shopping or save money?
What should I do on the weekends?
How come no one is willing to hire me?
Questions upon questions after questions....

It's madness!
All you think of each day is,

How many hours to lunch?
Will there be any job calling up for interviews?
Where can I get a job?
Why isn't there any job calling me up for interviews?
Should I really apply for NIE now?

Btw I think I'm having allergies...
The legs are itchy & spotty!
I'm scrathing like an idiot as I'm typing...
grrrr....

Oh God please help me...
I'm suffering more than I suffered back in school...
Well not really...
But all this not getting any job yet is really driving me nuts...
I can't thinking of savings each day....

& I'm still scrathing like crazy now!

GARGH!!!!!

How's life iLa?

Pretty mundane.
Given the fact that work is simply sitting on the chair infront of the slow speed computer in the makeshift office in the meeting room on the 19th floor.
While at the same time,
applying for other jobs with good pay & full time benefits.
In addition,
having a lookouts for tuitions.
Not forgetting,
endless job applications and countless job rejections.

Have you been partying hard?

Hell NO!
How are you supposed to party when all you have left is a miserable zero in your bank account?
The pay that is coming in tomorrow isin't helping either as it will be a measly 150 bucks.
150 & nothing else.
Seems like the chalet that is coming up will not really be a chalet for me.
Haha...
Hope there's sponsors for me during the chalet.

It can't be that bad right?

Haha...
You think I'm kidding?
Put it this way.
S$150 - S$50 (Transport money) - S$30 (Contact lense solution) - S$18 (Hair cream) - S$10 (Chalet money)= S$42
Erm...
How do you survive with S$42 in a month?
Per day maximum spending: S$42/31 days= S$1.35
So what can I buy with S$1.35 per day?

Have you ever ask money from your parents?

My parents?
Mum a housewife & I can't ask money from her 'cause she herself doesn't have any income.
Dad wouldn't support me anymore as I'm already out of school.
Elder bro not earning much & anyways, since when does he remember his lilttle sister?
So thats a big NO in getting money from my family.
& anyways,
I'm not a leech in sucking out money from my own family members.
It's good that I'm train since young to be financially independant & responsible.
So if I go broke or in need of cash,
it's my own problem in solving the problem and finding the solution.
How I save my money & how I spend it,
I will be responsible for the outcome.
But I do splurge on stuff when I have the resources.
At times,
I'm just lucky that my folks buy for me gadgets for birthdays or nessecities when I really need it.
That's all.
I've never ask a single thing from my parents since the day my Mum retire to be a housewife.
& I'm proud to say that I learnt to be financially independant since young.

So are you happy with your life?

Of course I am!
Although at times,
I do wish things are much better.
More cash,
better work,
better education,
more friends who understands & be there for me,
more outings...
But I am happy the way I am right now.
Life is tough I agree,
but that just make it more interesting.
If each day is the same & everywhere you go,
all the friends you have,
are the same,
life will be more lifeless.
You wouldn't experience the feeling of anger,
hatred,
love,
happiness,
joy!
Challenges & changes makes you a better and tougher person with each experiences.
I wouldn't be who I am right now if not for those experiences both bad & good that I went through for the past almost 20 years.

Peace out.

I'm hungry..............
& I just lost my initial intention of blogging...
Haha...

Argh I got so many dates to fulfill!
Shopping with Raihanah,
Outz with the giggling girls,
Jalan Jalan Carik Makan with Shima de Boncet,
Sipot sedot "buffet" with Aini,
Cuzzies outings,
Dad's bdae,
Parents 25th Anniversary (well Mom hinted for me to bake for them &*^&^%^$%^),
CHALET!!!!

kkz I'm hungry..

Tazzzzz