Friday, March 31, 2006

werk it out gerl!

great!
its raining cats & dawgs outside juz s i was very e enthusiatic to jog...
haiz...
sld hv went in e morn juz nw...
but too bad...
ovaslp til 12++...
hakz...
i rarely slp till tt late...
actuali i cnt...
i will get severe headaches & will wobble al ova..
hee...
juz cnt slp fer too long...
e moz i cld slp is 6 hrs...
hopefully its not sum sort of illness im havin...
~shiver~
bin hitting e gym since last week...
it feeeeeeels gooooooood...
hakz...
altho i din reli sweat...
shucks!
muz gym harder e nxt tym...
but i prefer badmintonin...
TT,i will sweat...
weird....but true...
e boxes in my rm r juz takin up too much space...
such n eyesore...
but dad kip sayin...
"leave it der first,i will brin it to e cash convertors soon..."
yeah yeah....
"soon"...
till it dust & turns black...
hey i wan tt thang to b outta my rm asap kkz...
gotta mk way fer e mini stepper & dumbells...
yep!
im a exercise freak nw...
well nt reli larz...
realise tt excercise reli do relieve stress & mk u feel good...
yeah...
believe it or not...
i enjoy excercise nw...
lolx...
used to hate it in skool e last tym...
well people change....................................
*wadeva*
hey i dream about it again...
includin tis,its e 3rd tym...
it's juz too weird...
& in all of e dreams,we hv e same relationship...
i juz dun feel comfy bout it...
fear tt wat a fren of mine said will b true...
nah...impossible impossible...
im sure tt im nt even unconsciously attrated to him...
its juz one damn pic gerl...
so stop gettin so werk out by it...
a dream is oni a dream...
not more than tt...

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

luvsick....

nahz...
nolarz....
juz kinda miss all my frens...
its bin sum tym since we met & chill outz....
all bz wit our own lyf...
im bz wit my poly lyf altho its stil e holies nw...
aina bz findin job...
van siti nadia su syafiah bz wit eir jc exams & a levels preparation....hope ey will soar high wit eir results...
kak aisha....well she's bz wit her own lyf...poly & stuff...
tinkin back,yeah i do hv lotsa frens....
but those hu stay wit me,bringin sunshine in ma lyf,pick me up wen i gona fall...
is oni 1...
& im reli grateful to hv her by my side all e tym...
tho we may nt spend s much tym s we used to...
our relationship stil blossom...
& its stil is growing...
its true....
u may have lotsa frens in lyf,but oni 1 will leave behind a footprint in ur lyf...
countless tyms i had bin cheated by ma own "best frens"...
all those swit toks,swit memos ey promise....
r merely....
w.o.r.d.s...
none of em were true...
it juz mk me wonder....
wat were tis fools tinkin?
tt its fun to play wit ppl's feelins?
or ey juz sae it coz it was a nice word to sae?
bloody shit...
i was naive back den...
tts e reason y nw i dun lyk to hv clicks...
u may sae tt i dun hv much frens to hang out wit...
but e main rzon is...
til wen r u gona hang on to ur frens?
r u gona bring dwn down wit u under e ground in 50 yrs tym?
yeah i do feel abit lonely at tyms...
but i noe...
sooner or ltr,wen u gg out to e real wrld,nobody gona cling onto u...
no one will b bothered to b besties sworn sistas or wateva shit witcha...
tts e fact...
live on wit it manz...
u cnt run frm it...
e best u cld get will b wrkplc buddies...
e one's whom u cn go lunch and gossip bout e lady boss bout...
its rare to c colleagues stay in contact aft one of em resign....
no matta hw close u were...
but tts e fact...
its nt tt i dun believe in 1 havin a bestie or 1 sld hv millions of frens...
but at e point of lyf nw...
u sld learn to b independent...
on ur own...
it was hurtful fer me wen my so-kol bestie in pri sch left me wen she found new betta frens in sec sch....
& mind u,we even managed to get into e same sec sch...
but tts all memos...
its a learnin point fer me...
im reli thkful tt i finally managed to have a true fren...
i shant sae bestie tho...
coz again,i dowana put too much on our relationship...
e sun wen its rain,e warm wen im cold,e cooler wen im on heat,e echoes of my laughter...
im grateful to hv u by ma side....
words juz cudnt describe it...
Aainaa Mardhiah...

Saturday, March 25, 2006

Singapore Polytechnic Student(Slave) Union

drain out...
totalie drainin...
dunno y...
by fact ive actuali ova my menses...
& im doin nth!
wel except fer gg fer e stooooopid enrolment thingy...
waste of tym...
summore muz go der earlie in da morn...
damn...
but had fun larz actuali...
juz slack watchin ppl walkin past us...
too bad muz endure sumthin...
guess i wil hv heart prob if tis thang cary on fer a long period...
& gawd,
e plc is freakin coolin larz...
thx SPSU...
altho im nt totalie against u guys...
bt u kinda piss me off fer tis enrolment...
thx alotz fer e strategic venue & freshies route...
it was a great hlp fer e club...
lotsa ppl sign up...
til we had no more plc fer em to wryt eir particulars dwn...
CRAP!
absolute waste of tym & energy...
u guys sld kum dwn & tk a look at hw we spend our tym meaningfully at e booth...
it was SUPERB...
playin pick up stick,rock,puzzle words,readin story books,playin online solitaire,stonin,napping....
such enjoyable moments...
duh!
u guys sld chg ur strategy fer e next enrolment ya...
stop wastin our tym...
& im tokin to u SPSU slaves...
ops!
m i bein too mean?...
awww......
im so sorie....
bt tts wat learnin about ryt?
bein a critique to othas so tt tt party cld improve on emselves...
jerk!
chg ur fuckin attitude!
die
go to hell...
more peace wil b on earth den...
yeah...
im tokin bout u...
Mr I'm Right...

Saturday, March 18, 2006

DW Group,Honor Holdings

alas!
ive quit my job!
~woohoo~
haiz...
actuali dowana larz...
but hv no choice...
lotsa sch commitments...
haiz...
jason & david were tryin to persuade me to stay on juz nw...
esp jason...
felt lyk slappin him juz nw...
hakz...
i noe larz he was tryin to mk me chg my mind
but he was so aggresive
tho cn c tt he was tryin his bez to b calm & steady...
aiya ders stil a beng in him larz
cnt mk him chg tt completely
& david finally reveal his true self.....
guess wat?
he's a diploma holder!
dammit!
liar
anws...
gona miss buli him larz...
hakz...
he's a nice guy in real fact...
jason too
oni gt to noe him 2 daes ago durin my first appt
a well-mannered beng i sld sae
noe wen to bhv & wen to b errr....misbhv?
lolz
was quite scared tt he reli went kerazie aft our first appt
hakz
dowana tok boutit
dunno wat hpnd if he reli did
yikes!
1 thang cnt stand tho
he's a
smoke m/c
dunno hw many sticks he indulge at 1 go
*is tt a ryt word?lolx*
plus juz nw too...
duh!
e 3 of us were tokin tru it fer 2hrs...
2hrs!
juz to decide & reconsider if i sld cont anotz
jason larz!
md me felt so tight...
md me felt so trap wit my decision
til md me cry seh wen i sae my final decision...
lolx
ey were quite panicky tho...
both offer me tissue
hakz
but ey were supportive larz
eventho i let em dwn wit my final decision,
ey r stil concern bout my studies
tts wat md me emo
lolx
altho ive actuali hold it back fer a long tym b4 tt
but cnt tahan larz in e end
juz hv to let it go
sobz...
haiz
gona miss al of em
Salifa-e first person tt i cld click wel wit durin e 1 week...wil miss werkin wit u
Aida-wil owis b remembered by ur kind nature

Pekky-wer hv u bin?u left witout a word....
Samsiah-kakak...seems lyk ur bro cnt noe me further...hee
Nicholas-e person hu owis remind me to b polite
Tong Yam-my irritating abg in e com...wil owis rembr u each tym i eat tom yam sup...hee
Sam-foul mouth salesman...hw cn i fergt tt?lolx
JC-aww u cute lil thang...
Vincent-anotha cute creature...will miss ur accent...too bad i dun hv ur num...may we bump in e neighbourhood
Tser Chew-hakz...hw cn i ferget ur m/c gun speech?
Miss Carol-thx fer accpting me in e com
Mr Nigel-sory ive let u dwn...der r many otha potentials than me out der

All of those which which r not in here...
last but nt least.............
David-i wil mis buli u!thx fer toleratin my bhv...hee...go fer ur target!!!
Jason-tho u r e last tt i gt to noe,ive learnt e moz frm u...thx alotz....u r e bez beng tt ive noen!
plus e communist influence trainin....

~will miss it~

Friday, March 10, 2006

.proBation.proBation.proBation.

*kkz...i stil dun bother to touch up my blog*
1st Dae Trainin:
hey!
i was actualie half-an-hr early!
*3 cheers fer ila!*
but i purposely waited at tanjong pagar til 945...
hee...
lazy ar go der early2...
sumore stil gong gong mah...
dunno any1 der
yeah so i took an early mornin stroll along anson rd
ppl were movin lyk bullet train manz
*Zoom!Whoosh!*
reach e office juz nice at 10
but it wasnt open
duh!
lucky pekky was oredy der
so we went inside
but was stop by David
*hu claim tt he's oni a yr older than me,bullshit!*
so he said he was actualie waitin fer us at e rooftop
*yeah ders a rooftop next to our office,kewl!*
guess wat?
self intro again....
sianzzzz.....
eventually e clock past 1030 i tink
& we stil hvnt started yet
e guys were happily puffing away eir lyf
even Mr Nigel,e director
yucks!
i juz sat der tinkin if i'll get e job
salifa & pekky rottin
e wan wei sistas & aida@ruben yakking away among emselves
alas we were brought into e conference rm together wit e otha divison
LW larz...Honor larz...
blah blah blah
& guess wat?
again self intro.......
doubly sianzzzz
but tis was betta coz we were encourage to tok more & evry1 was equally enthu
except fer pekky
she's stil so shy
& ouh...........
vincent's slang is so......
ahhhhhhhhhh
& he's no mix blood or eng speakin fam
both his parents r chin
& ey speak chin at hm!
fascinating...
he said it juz came naturally to him
moreova it doesnt sound fake
but it juz pressure us further to speak betta
hakz...
Theophillis Vincent Poh
*if i spell it correctly*
he lives near me!
near me!
hakz
but too bad he takes bus....
sobz...
he's cute btw...
awwww!
yeah so aft out self intro it was Miss Regin's
it was actaulie interestin but i juz cudnt focus
too much intake liaoz
so i juz appear interested
yeah aft decades of yacking
finally we went back to e rooftop to join e rest
Miss Serene was i dunno
doin her presentations wit e othas der
it was reeeeeeli scary manz
she was al so gang ho & stuff
it made me feel back in NPCC daes
~shivers~....
dn Mr Nigel pick a few fer "breaktru"
i was trembling inside
i was ok wen inside e conference rm til back to e rooftop
evry1 was so gang ho
s tho we r communist or secret society
den yeah!
lunchtym!
tot cn zoom off to eat
skali muz wait fer e rest & go gether2 larz...
haizz....
so we chat again wit Mr Nigel while waitin fer e rest
aft al read,e whole bunch of us young-lookin-smart-wear-kiddos head of to e kedai kopi
nth interestin der...
standard nasi padang & noodles
i & aida almost doze off aft eatin
hakz
e guys s usual
puffing awaaaaay
den we went back to office & cont wit e prod intro
boooooowwiiiiin........
nicholas,our divison's supervisor
was useless
i dun even understand wat he tryin to convey
he juz basically read frm e brochures
i oso can do seh
yack yack yack yack yack
all turnin blue....
so we went to e rooftop again to cont
*which we din coz none of us was in da mood*
basically e whole dae is doin nth larz
except fer self intro tt is....
& we stil dunno if we gt e job anotz
sucky
i wan e job!
nid $$$
hakz
insyallah insyallah....
i'll geddit
~amin~
DW Company Rules:
  1. No BGR among colleagues.
  2. No borrowing of money among colleagues.
  3. Pass down good news,pass up straight bad news.

Dress Code:

  1. Formal clothing; no sport shoes,jeans,slippers

Traditions

  1. Greet "Morning Good" when starting presentations.
  2. Reply "Good" when greeted & participated actively durin presentations.
  3. White top & black pants on every Monday & Friday

jobless+broke

yay!at last i gt my blogger blog done!yippee!
thx sabie wabie!*winks*
but im stil clueless hawta use tis thang...
i muz b born in e wrong decade
!!Yikes!!
nid to upgrade my brain i guess
shish!
yeah so went fer e interview juz nw...
*alone btw thx to sum1 hu backout at e last min!*
doze off wit eyes wide open
Zzzzz.......
gosh!tt bloke (he's oni 17 btw) went on & on & on & on lyk no bodD's biz lahz
& e file was lyk super duperly HUGE!
hw e heck do u expect me to pay full attention?
duh!
alas, at 4pm
*manz he tok fer 1hr+*,
we were lead to e next rm fer testing
wel it was fun tho
i personally din bliv tt magneto cld reli improv e blod circulation
mine was lyk a F1 racer
seriusly...........
it was movin at a reeeeeli fast pace
kinda freak me out at first
hakz
den tt Tong Yam guy
*yeah tts he's real name....hakz*
brought us outta e office in da spacious "coolin" open-air area to diskus further
he's lame i tel u
no idea hw old is he
but he's lame!
poor me:"So until wen muz i werk?"
lamer tom yam:"u havent sign contract yet"
poor me:"yeah....i noe....but i cn oni werk fer 1 mth"
lamer tom yam:"wer r u skoolin?"
poor me:"Spore poly,gg 2nd yr"
lamer tom yam:"r u sporean?pr?"
poor me:"of courze i m!"
lamer tom yam:"u dun sound lyk a singaporean"
etc etc etc...
wth larz!
he tink he speak so wel ar!
helo u r ITE stud kkz...
nt bein descriminatin larz...
but look at urself first larz b4 u sae othas
i noe larz my angmoh is horrenduous
but urs r no betta boy
stuck up!
he even dared to sae e otha interviewee "pendek"
eh helos is tt hw u treat newcomers?
gosh!
worse,he's e supervisor
geddit?
S-U-P-E-R-V-I-S-O-R
hakz...
but cnt blame larz...
e whole office r teenagers...
hvnt kum across any1 hu is lyk errr....
more than 25yrs old?
yupz...
al kiddos werk der...
even e asst mgr is oni 20 tis yr...
but evry1 look smart...
formal...
yeah so i was force to buy formal shirts juz nw...
altho im stil nt sure if i gt e job anotz larz...
but juz buy
cn use it fer upkumin presentations
oni left wit proper shoes
aiya tt 1 cn buy ltr ltr larz
fer nw cn boro frm mama...
hee
ouhya
bump into erwin at raffles otw back
damn him!
tot which cheeky ITE simei guy lookin at me near near
*he was wearin a maroon polo*
skali he...
anjat gerl gerl
of courze i look blur!
i was oredy feelin uncomfy in tt oh-so-formal outfit
hakz...
ckpla salam kepe ker...
nih stare org dkt dkt
naseb baek tader heart attack
phew!
well anws...tts al fer todae...
hope i cn gt e job....
dowana go job huntin...
broke larz...
nid $$$
hee...
nytz2....