I wanna travel...
See the world,
interact with people of different cultures,
being amazed by their beauty...

*sigh*

What Mom said of me is true...
I simply can't put my bum to rest...

"Even your elder brother doesn't wander around as much as you!"

*shrugs*

Can't help it Mama...
I'm born with it...

Remember how I would climb the tables, chairs & whatever that's infront of me back then when the only thing I knew was crawling?
Being awake 20hrs a day even back then in kindergarten?
Ransacking the whole house instead of taking my afternoon nap?

Haha...

Guess what?
These habits are still stuck in me till now...

The only diference is that,
instead of climbing around,
I choose to have a freaking packed schedule...
Otherwise,
I'll feel damn restless...

Just like today,
or yesterday,
I knew I needed to be online to submit my resumes to all those employers...
But I choose not to cause' bro was using the computer...

Haha...

Lamn excuse but ya...
The main thing is,
now that I just, finally, quit my job at that horrible audit firm,
& production is over,
I feel so empty...
I feel so lost & aimless....
Drifting...
Floating around...
I'm so used to have a damn tight day-to-day schedule that once all is over,
I'm lost...
Suddenly I lost focus & don't know what to do...
Or where to start to begin...

No doubt I've already accepted the job at Mothercare,
but apart from that?
What else is in store for me?
Will there be another production?
Will I be able to travel?
Driving license?

I've yet decide what to do in the long run...
Or at least,
in the short run....

KABOOM!!!!
I'm ending my work soon!
I'm ending my work soon!
I ending my work at A.S. Mohamed & Co. SOON!!!!!!!!!!

Can't wait can't wait can't wait!

4 months of suffering...
Eating curry, resem, papadum each & every single day...
Seeing accounts full of figures each day...
Answering phone calls & making out what the clients were saying every day...
& not forgetting,
feeling depressed & unsecure every passing seconds....

Oh how I am looking forward to this joyous day...
The day I'm leaving A.S. Mohamed & Co.,
creating new chapter of my life book....
Exploring options,
grabbing opportunities,
knowing myself more!

OH GODS OF EARTH & LIGHT & SKY!
DO YOU HEAR THIS JOYOUS CRY?
THE SONG OF THE DELIGHTFUL GIRL...
CRAZY WISH TO STAY ON HERE
WITH NO ONE ELSE BUT HERSELF...

OH HOW SHE CAN'T WAIT TO LEAVE THE PLACE!
OH HOW SHE YEARN FOR THAT...

& WHEN COMES THOSE JOBS OFFER,
SHE GRAB THE CHANCE & DIDN'T LOOK BACK!
SHE KNOW SHE'S RIGHT

SO HERE SHE IS STANDING UP TALL,
WITH NO REGRET IN LEAVING THE PLACE!
FOR SHE KNOWS,
SHE DID THE RIGHT THING...

woohoo~
amaciam?
gerek right my stanza?
heheh....

I really miss production very badly...
So badly that I actually cried to sleep...
Boohoo...
& the scenes, songs, lines just keep playing in my head the whole of Monday...
I've never miss any of my any other productions this much...
Maybe cause I know that there will be another annual production when I was still back in TC...
As for this,
I have no clue if I ever will have another chance to be on stage again...
='(

It's almost a week since the last show,
& I'm still missing it badly...