Monday, July 28, 2008

I wanna travel...
See the world,
interact with people of different cultures,
being amazed by their beauty...

*sigh*

What Mom said of me is true...
I simply can't put my bum to rest...

"Even your elder brother doesn't wander around as much as you!"

*shrugs*

Can't help it Mama...
I'm born with it...

Remember how I would climb the tables, chairs & whatever that's infront of me back then when the only thing I knew was crawling?
Being awake 20hrs a day even back then in kindergarten?
Ransacking the whole house instead of taking my afternoon nap?

Haha...

Guess what?
These habits are still stuck in me till now...

The only diference is that,
instead of climbing around,
I choose to have a freaking packed schedule...
Otherwise,
I'll feel damn restless...

Just like today,
or yesterday,
I knew I needed to be online to submit my resumes to all those employers...
But I choose not to cause' bro was using the computer...

Haha...

Lamn excuse but ya...
The main thing is,
now that I just, finally, quit my job at that horrible audit firm,
& production is over,
I feel so empty...
I feel so lost & aimless....
Drifting...
Floating around...
I'm so used to have a damn tight day-to-day schedule that once all is over,
I'm lost...
Suddenly I lost focus & don't know what to do...
Or where to start to begin...

No doubt I've already accepted the job at Mothercare,
but apart from that?
What else is in store for me?
Will there be another production?
Will I be able to travel?
Driving license?

I've yet decide what to do in the long run...
Or at least,
in the short run....

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