Thursday, May 28, 2009

I always wonder,
why are some people so petty & insensitive?
Is it even wrong if another person points out something about the person?
It is so hard to converse & get along with these group of low EQ people...

Within 30 mins, 3 person enlarge a small matter which by right,
is not even a prob at all!
A friend, followed by uncle, followed by Mom.

1st thing 1st,
kkz I know I shouldn't bring the matter up,
but I was just giving my point of view & opinion with regard to what you are saying...
'cause to me,
she did her work but it's just not efficient & effective..
She is trying her best but due to her own natural behaviour,
the outcome is not that fantastic...
I mean if you are so nitty gritty & keep blaming others apart from yourself,
why don't you take over her place?
See if it's easy or not..
I'm not siding anyone,
but please,
stop seeing things from your point of view...
The reason why I SMS you of the schedule that day before she does,
is because you are my friend so that SMS was meant as a FYI...
My intention was to just SMS my own group only since there was a change in the schedule & just in case there's no SMS sent to us regarding the changes...
Yes,
I was angry when you said "Don't start it. Don't start SMSing around before she does"...
I mean like HELLO~
I didnt even ask to send to all the groups...
Maybe it's my own fault for not specifying in the SMS to "pass around to the group concern only"
I know you are concern & worried that I might be bullied & being make use of if I'm too enthusiastic during practices...
Come on lar,
I might be enthusiastic & giving comments & helping out the others,
but do you notice that I only helped out my own group?
I'm already being selfish by doing that 'cause why?
I can't be bothered about the other groups since they are not even keen in getting help from others,
so why waste time with them?
I don't lar,
but I just hope that you will realise that you were being petty about this...
Partly it's my fault,
but you should realised too how you are behaving about this...

Secondly,
that stupid "1st Uncle" of mine...
I really wish for him to stop contacting my family & have any connections with us...
Please go away!
I don't want to acknowledge you as my Uncle moreover think of it...
To me,
you are just a piece of junk,
a piece of feaces who thinks that you are being made of Platinum...
What kind of "elder brother" are you who sends SMS such as
"keep it for death" to your younger brother?
Just because you refused to get the wedding invitation card from your own Mom's place does it mean you have the right to call your own sibling that?
Where's that freaking brain of yours?
Oh I forgot,
it's in the grave...
No wonder...
From now on,
I will not regard you as my Uncle...
To me,
you are dead & long gone....
I only have 1 Uncle on my Dad's side,
who is great & fantastic that is,
Pak Busu...
My Dad only have himself as the elder brother & 1 younger brother which is Pak Busu...
Pak Long or 1st Uncle doesn't exist on my Dad's side....
Please get lost!

& lastly,
my Mom...
Same story as per before...
Oversensitive,
emotional,
yada yada yada...
Don't want to dwell on it 'cause,
I know it will never change...
Haiz....

I'm really sick & tired of complaining,
but the more I keep it inside,
the more frustrated I feel...

Think whatever you want of me,
but this is who I am...

Like it or hate it...
You choose.

Monday, May 25, 2009

It must be the hormones acting up again...

I've been feeling happy for no reason lately...

Siao char bo...



Oh ya by the way,

I'm hungry...

Yes,

for the 1st time ever in my years living,

I finally know how to differentiate hunger from stomach cramps!

Yayness to me!



As the holis getting nearer,

I'm getting lazier by the seconds..

Shyt~

How ah?

I don't even know what I'm typing now...



Whatever larz...

To darlz Aainaa,

Happy being legal darla!!!!!!!!!
;D

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Started the day with a contact lense stuck IN one of my eye..
Initially I thought,
"eh where's the other side?"
Search the casing like hell only to realise that there was something stuckish in the eye....
Close the eyes one by one & yikes!
The vision was blur when I closed the left eye!
Panic panic panic...
Went to search for the casing in case it's in there...
None!
Kkz...
Went crawling on the floor to well, in case it fell on the floor who know's right?
Wrong!
It's not there too!
More panic!
Then I remembered,
after I put in the lense on my right eye,
I rubbed it the "usual" way...
Hehe...
So that's how it got stuck...
But,
how to take it out?!
I have no absolute idea how I did it but eventually it came out on its own..
Thank God man...
During the panic period I remembered what happened to Aainaa when it happened to her..

She was sleeping on the bus & when she opened her eyes,
the lenses where pop!
Back on!

Heehee...

So the lesson of the day?

NEVER RUB UR EYES WHEN UR LENSES R ON!!!!!!!!!!!!

=D

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Grrrrrreat~
Down with flu,
again!

Stupid aircon at the Acropolis!

Urgh~

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Omg skool is getting rileker & rileker due to suspension of timetable to make way for the MY...
Well actually oni me tat is rilek...
E otha tchers are mad lyk crazy...
Ok tats a v bad engrish...
Wangkangkang...

Uhm reh is getting more intensive...
I loike....
But alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....
We kip doin the same scene...
Borin' uh...
I wna do new scenes...
I wna test my ability!
I wna learn new dance steps!
But,
haiz...
my character have limited scenes & dance...
& im getting boringer & lazier to go for reh coz due to this...
I want smth tat I can werk on, tat I can improve on...
Instead, each reh we will do our scene & I get no comments from the D or AD...
Kkz I mite b irritating kip askin em wad I nid to improve on,
bt hey,
I can't b tat purrrfect ryt?
Confirm + gerenti sum parts nid to be werk on ryt?
Well I'm waiting for D & AD to tell me e list of comments/critics ey haf wrote femme as per wad ey sed juz nw...

Speaking of which,
manz I'm getting more annoyed each reh...
My 1st impression are usuali ryt...
& yes,
wad I tot,
is reli true...
I reli dowan to create a scene or comment or sae anth bt in e future if its not improvin,
I will haf to raise up...
For those hu noe me well,
I will b Queen Bitch once I start sae wadz in my mind...
Thank God my patience level is v high...
YPs...

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

I am so SLEEPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's e exams period & all timetable are suspended...
Good news: No CME classes
Bad news: Too much free periods & relief of classes are such a chore!
Simply hate to relief classes..
Thank god I wasn't a relief teacher before or I'll have a differen mindset of teaching career...
Manz I can barely open my eyes now...
Still have another 2 classes to relief after this...

God save this soul!

Sunday, May 10, 2009


Omg it's been eons since I last looked forward to June holidays!
I'm so excited!!!!!

Time to chill, slack, travel, catch up with old & new friends...
I can't wait!
Plus GSS is creeping it's way in too....
Such a nice timing!




Happiness,
here I coooooooooooooooooooooooooooooome~

Saturday, May 09, 2009

Ok lotsa thangs to blog but am too lazy to type...
Maybe they should invent a thingy wer we can update blog by juz uploading wadeva is in our mind...
So instead of Vblog, we shall have,
Mindblog!
Cool uh?
Really good for lazy asses like me...
hekz!

Saturday, May 02, 2009

The worst pick up line ever:

"Cool hair! What do you called it? Perm is it?"



& the worst flirting line ever:

"Asal u asik muke masam bile nampak I?"
*translation: Why are you always so sulky whenever you see me?"



Guys nowadays are getting lamer & lamer...
Don't guys get it when we don't like them?
Must we say it out then they understand?
Can't they just read our body language & expression?

Oh gosh!

No wonder marriage are easily broken & birthrates are sliding down...

Guys are getting married & having relationship when they are still in the "cradle"!

Friday, May 01, 2009

ouh cheekokuwawa...

Yay yay long holiday!
da lamer tk ader long holiday!
yay yay!

had a date with Mr Wolverine last nyt...
he sure was wol-furr-ricious!
grrr....
great graphics & storyline...
but would have been better if it is longer...
e ending was a tad too hangy...

nontheless,
as i've mentioned before,
i'm a fussy will-only-watch-good-movie moviegoer!
no sloppy 1K budget movie like "1 missed call" or "17 again" or even "high sch musical"...
uwek!