Thursday, May 28, 2009

I always wonder,
why are some people so petty & insensitive?
Is it even wrong if another person points out something about the person?
It is so hard to converse & get along with these group of low EQ people...

Within 30 mins, 3 person enlarge a small matter which by right,
is not even a prob at all!
A friend, followed by uncle, followed by Mom.

1st thing 1st,
kkz I know I shouldn't bring the matter up,
but I was just giving my point of view & opinion with regard to what you are saying...
'cause to me,
she did her work but it's just not efficient & effective..
She is trying her best but due to her own natural behaviour,
the outcome is not that fantastic...
I mean if you are so nitty gritty & keep blaming others apart from yourself,
why don't you take over her place?
See if it's easy or not..
I'm not siding anyone,
but please,
stop seeing things from your point of view...
The reason why I SMS you of the schedule that day before she does,
is because you are my friend so that SMS was meant as a FYI...
My intention was to just SMS my own group only since there was a change in the schedule & just in case there's no SMS sent to us regarding the changes...
Yes,
I was angry when you said "Don't start it. Don't start SMSing around before she does"...
I mean like HELLO~
I didnt even ask to send to all the groups...
Maybe it's my own fault for not specifying in the SMS to "pass around to the group concern only"
I know you are concern & worried that I might be bullied & being make use of if I'm too enthusiastic during practices...
Come on lar,
I might be enthusiastic & giving comments & helping out the others,
but do you notice that I only helped out my own group?
I'm already being selfish by doing that 'cause why?
I can't be bothered about the other groups since they are not even keen in getting help from others,
so why waste time with them?
I don't lar,
but I just hope that you will realise that you were being petty about this...
Partly it's my fault,
but you should realised too how you are behaving about this...

Secondly,
that stupid "1st Uncle" of mine...
I really wish for him to stop contacting my family & have any connections with us...
Please go away!
I don't want to acknowledge you as my Uncle moreover think of it...
To me,
you are just a piece of junk,
a piece of feaces who thinks that you are being made of Platinum...
What kind of "elder brother" are you who sends SMS such as
"keep it for death" to your younger brother?
Just because you refused to get the wedding invitation card from your own Mom's place does it mean you have the right to call your own sibling that?
Where's that freaking brain of yours?
Oh I forgot,
it's in the grave...
No wonder...
From now on,
I will not regard you as my Uncle...
To me,
you are dead & long gone....
I only have 1 Uncle on my Dad's side,
who is great & fantastic that is,
Pak Busu...
My Dad only have himself as the elder brother & 1 younger brother which is Pak Busu...
Pak Long or 1st Uncle doesn't exist on my Dad's side....
Please get lost!

& lastly,
my Mom...
Same story as per before...
Oversensitive,
emotional,
yada yada yada...
Don't want to dwell on it 'cause,
I know it will never change...
Haiz....

I'm really sick & tired of complaining,
but the more I keep it inside,
the more frustrated I feel...

Think whatever you want of me,
but this is who I am...

Like it or hate it...
You choose.

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