Kkz the summary of my life:

1. I'm entering NIE in July!!!!!!!! Woooohooooooooooooooo~
2. Am still shock & trying to absorb the fact that MJ is gone... ='(
3. K56 is in 2 weeks time!!!! Yesssssssssaaaaaaa
4. Exhausted & down with flu for the longest time...
5. Am terribly in need of a break...
6. Dying for sheesha...

At this point of life, I don't bother if I'm slow at work or the shits are piling up...
All I need now are breaks, lepaks, cafe sessions to ease the mind away...
It's simply too much to absorb at the moment...

PS: Tular, mama da bilang jangan jadi busy giler...ah amek ko obat!

Fug!
Am I allergic to my all time favourite CHILLI & MILK?
Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~

Btw,
I'm sucha Starbucks girl...
I realised I've been drinking it close to 10 times this holis!
Oh gosh baby,
that explains why to alot of questions...

Na'ah....

Once again I'm feeling restless & I don't know,
hungry?
I really don't know how to differentiate stomachache due to hunger or gastric or simply due to other reason...
Plus gosh,
I don't have the appetite to even lick any food the whole day...
What's wrong with me?????
Urgh!

I miss school life so badly nowadays...
Keep wishing I'm still in school,
skipping lessons,
gossiping with the ladies,
commenting on the fashion parade,
cheap food...
Haiz...
I want to go back to school....

Ok something extremely dumb happened today...
Went to gym,
halfway through,
"Shit! I forgot to bring my lingerie! What am I going to wear after shower later?"
& so long story short,
zoom off to Minoshe to grab the on promo lingerie...
Which in total,
2 bras + 3 undies = $40++...
Kerchiiiings deposited uncessarily...
Kkz nevermind...
After gym & lunch,
zoom of to Shaw Centre to grab my "almost-2-months-since-order-date" which means that "it's-going-to-be-discard-if-I-don't-collect-it-in-a-week's-time-from-today" contact lenses which oh my God!
They just took under 5 minutes to serve me!
Am very well impressed by it....
Oh well compared to the over 1 hour waiting time when I ordered it almost 2 months ago...
& so,
it cost $40++...
Kerchiiiiiiings deposited uncessarily (again)...
& last but no least,
bumped into a oh so pretty top & so what was I waiting for?
Grab pay whoosh from the stall...
it cost $10...
Kerciiiiiiiings deposited uncessarily (again again!!)...
& so after the bank groaned uncontrollably in pained,
we decided to chill at Starbucks while trying our best not to criticise kiddos wearing "hot pants" & t-shirts to town...
*roll eyes big BIG*
Shan't further comment on that...

Moral of the story?
Ladies,
do keep a healty bank (& tummy) during the holis...

What the $%^&* is this stupid caller talking about the deejay??!!!!!!!!
Fucking pervert shit man!!!!!

Omg so much work to do!
Can the government like extend the holis for like another 4 more weeks?
=p

Anyhooooooos,
Happy Ayah Day!

Nothing extravagant
*cause we cleverly celebrated it last week by mistake hehe*
only ordered Ayah's favourite Banana Chocolate Cake from Secret Recipe & ate it like hell..
Hmmm... Hmmm....Yummylicious~
& oh ya Mama cooked the sacred Hari Raya Ayam Masak Merah & that too,
I ate it like hell...
Now now,
my tummy is rolling like hell...
Heeheee....

I've been spending like hell that I didn't realise,
yikes!
Only a quarter of this month's pay is left!
Aiyoyoyoyo....
The holis are really sucking out the kerchiiiings outta my bank....
But me is lurve to spend......
*winks*

Below are the urgent immediate stuff I need to get:

1. 2 pairs of Cotton on 2for$25 pumps for school
2. Black corset
3. Black plain boring lifeless heels
4. Liquid Eyeliner (oh well as usual, lost during photoshoot...sigh)

Kkz that's all for now...
I swear there's a whole lot of other things which I need to get but I guess that have to put on hold till *sobz* the next pay...

PS: Oh gosh, I'm damn itch for the dancefloor

Haiz...
I've never ever in my whole life,
want a production to end so badly...
Yes I do count down to the days just as all my other previous productions,
but it's not coz I enjoy it very much,
but coz I just can't wait for it to end!
Each day I'm dragging myself for the "rehearsal" thinking,
"Will we doing any of my scenes today? How's the attendance?"
I'm just there each time for the sake of being there...
Thank God the place is near my house....
If I am to follow my heart,
I will want to just walk off from the production now...
But I do think of Raihani who introduced me to this as well as my efforts that I've put in...
Haiz...
I really don't want to complain but I just need to let it out...
The urge to just tell off all those kiddos & no brainer idiots is really almost to its limit..
I really don't want to create a scene & will want to leave this stupid production with a good name & enjoy myself with the few nice people...
Haiz....
What shit have I got myself into?

On the other hand,
oh man shit!
Work is piling up again & it doesn't seem to stop!
Ok larz I've been slacking since last week but hey,
it's my holidays yo!
I deserve a break no?
I'm just wishing that the holidays will be extended...
2 weeks lar kkz?
Can can?
Hehe...
Aiyo.....
I don't know where to start lar....
E-learning assignments, Imbuhan worksheets, MT Week Card, Meeting Minutes, Karangan papers....
Where to start?
Where to start?????
Aiyo~
Plus I don't really fancy long holidays coz,
it will just make me lazier!!!!!
Aiyoyo......
How ah?
How to start my engine back ah?

Tular Mak slalu pesan jangan tangguh2 keje
='(

Don't know what's wrong with me lately...
But I seems to get agitated, annoyed, irritated, pissed of easily recently...
Minor things such as being late for meet ups sets me boiling...
I would start throwing things around, cursing freely & just being moody...
To say I am PMS,
my period ended long time ago...
Plus my sinus is acting up more frequently...
I'm even annoyed by my sinus...
I would blow my nose loudly & rub my nose till its red & the skin peel of...

What's wrong with me?
Am I down with some disease or is it pure fatigue?

Yes though I have not yet rest fully & properly since the break started...
Not even a day...
It's either I'm busy with tuition, rehearsals, gym,meetups with friends or family bondings...
Of all the above, I would actually sacrifice all the rest to have more time with my family...
But due to circumstances,
I have to forgo that for the time being...
Even my plans for a getaway are suspended...
I hope,
& I will make sure it happens,
that I will go for that getaway in December...
I'll make it happens....

On a lighter note,
yay!
Had the musical photoshoot on Sunday!
Yippe~
I swear I looked like one kepoh old hag teacher *ops* with the costumes & makeups...
But the suckiest part was,
the whole photoshoot was in a total mess...
No makeup person as promised,
costumes were all over the place,
schedule were jumbled up,
people came in late...
Haiz...
Don't want to comment...
It's not my club & I'm just there for this musical...
Important is?
I do my best & enjoy myself..
Period.
No use headache think of all the kiddos Diva la Vida darn behaviour....

As for now,
this darling want to snooze & have her beauty sleep...

I is still very the full after tons of bbq meat entered the stomach...
BURP!
Me is need to hit the gym more to loose the meats thats attached to the stomach walls & stuff...

Alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Why is there a flea market this sat??????????????
Of all days,
why this sat?
Alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Hamzah can u release me early this sat?
I promise I'll be a good girl & do the scenes as per what you want...
Can can?

Oh thou flea market....
Why art thou on tys sat?
Me is no time to grab you on that day...
Oh thou flea market....
Why art thou on tys sat?

Holidays are finally here & I'm soooooo super duper excited + happy!
Kkz though all travel plans have been cancel (postpone!!!!),
I promised myself that I must enjoy this break to the fullest!
Urgh ya right....
*rolls eye*
Tuition & rehearsals have already taken up all my nights except Sunday...
Darn!
So I'm left with?
My bright & sunny days...
Which will be partly gone too with gym sessions...
Which left with?
A lil to spare time with my darlings...
Sobz....
So sad....
& so I've decided,
I will not continue with anymore tuitions once the N Levels finish,
& I will not be involve in any other production will maybe perhaps next year...
That is if people still want me lah....
I will need to priritise my free time with,
driving license!
Wakakakakaka~
Well I realise very very much the realised ah,
that I am so packed with activities that I barely have time to spare with my friends!
Such a pathetic soul I am...
Bah!
No wonder still single till now....
Wakakakakakakakakakakakkakaka~

Well speaking of which,
aiyoooooooooo~
I'm reallly getting annoyed by "long time no see relative" when they keep asking,
"So when will be your turn? Are you with somebody now?"
Stop it lah seh...
I'm not any bit interested of being attach currently...
Maybe I don't even want to be attach or get married....
I'm happy with the way I am now though yes,
at times I do wish I have someone that I can throw my tantrums to...
But please lah ek,
stop asking me that fucktard question again...
It's really getting on my nerve...
URGH!!!!!!!!!!

Anyhoos...
Me is very the excited for the production!
Go Bibah!
Go Bibah!
Wakakakakakakak~

PS: Wth! People do actually contact the police when they are stuck in public toilets....Stupid morons

Omg I didn't realise I was that terribly angry in my last post!
Yikes~
Am ok with Mum & friend (I think) but I will never ever look or think of that Uncle of mine in a better view ever again...

Anyhoos,
it's the holis!
Wooohooooo~
Kkz it's not really here yet though for us poor educators...
The whole day was filled with meetings from 830am all the way up to 330pm...
Gosh~
But hey,
received an applause from the VP just now...
Yeeeeeehaaaaaaaa~
Well it also means,
higher expectations!
Double Yikes!
The real holis for us will only start from this Saturday...
Can't wait for it to come!
Must plan my holis well...
But haiya,
the moolahs are drying up fast...
Any suggestions of cheap getaways anybody?
Guess my plan to Bintan will have to be postpone (yet once again, sigh) due to the ehem ehem,
surgery that needs to be done to my bank account...
*cough cough*
Speaking of which,
I soooo want to zoom to KL to try out the Marche Restaurant there...
Very unique market a.k.a pasar malam concept that currently doesn't exist in Singapore...
Affordable price if converted to SGD...
So,
any takers to zoom to KL over the holis?
;D