Haiz...
I've never ever in my whole life,
want a production to end so badly...
Yes I do count down to the days just as all my other previous productions,
but it's not coz I enjoy it very much,
but coz I just can't wait for it to end!
Each day I'm dragging myself for the "rehearsal" thinking,
"Will we doing any of my scenes today? How's the attendance?"
I'm just there each time for the sake of being there...
Thank God the place is near my house....
If I am to follow my heart,
I will want to just walk off from the production now...
But I do think of Raihani who introduced me to this as well as my efforts that I've put in...
Haiz...
I really don't want to complain but I just need to let it out...
The urge to just tell off all those kiddos & no brainer idiots is really almost to its limit..
I really don't want to create a scene & will want to leave this stupid production with a good name & enjoy myself with the few nice people...
Haiz....
What shit have I got myself into?

On the other hand,
oh man shit!
Work is piling up again & it doesn't seem to stop!
Ok larz I've been slacking since last week but hey,
it's my holidays yo!
I deserve a break no?
I'm just wishing that the holidays will be extended...
2 weeks lar kkz?
Can can?
Hehe...
Aiyo.....
I don't know where to start lar....
E-learning assignments, Imbuhan worksheets, MT Week Card, Meeting Minutes, Karangan papers....
Where to start?
Where to start?????
Aiyo~
Plus I don't really fancy long holidays coz,
it will just make me lazier!!!!!
Aiyoyo......
How ah?
How to start my engine back ah?

Tular Mak slalu pesan jangan tangguh2 keje
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