Tuesday, March 16, 2010

I have to say,
the recent balek kampung was one impactful and significant visit...
Especially the visit to Moyang Busu's house...
*Youngest Great Grandparents*

These are the 2 sayings by Nek Yang Busu that have definitely pulled my heartstrings...
*Youngest Great Grandma*

"Ambik buat kenangan, nanti tak tau boleh ambik lagi ke tak kalau dtg lain kali".
*Let's take for memories, you might not know if there's another opportunity on your next visit*
These were said with bright smiles and giggles while we were taking photos with them..

"Nih tak lama lagi mesti ada orang nak, lawa".
*You are pretty, a guy will come ask for your hand soon*
I couldn't help but control my tears from pouring while this were said...
Insyallah Nek...Insyallah...
Kalau ada jodoh...
If only she knew what I've been through...
It's not easy to find someone who truly understand and appreciate you for who you are...
Insyallah Nek...
If only I could let her know...


Thinking of Tok Yang Busu
*Youngest Great Grandpa*
made me missed my own Grandpa...
Would he look like that if he's still around?
Would he wear those clothes if he's still around?

I miss him so much...
I don't know why,
but recent years,
I've been missing my Grandpa so much that there were times which I couldn't sleep thinking of him...
I know it's not good to keep thinking of those who've returned but I couldn't help myself...
I miss him more each time when I'm down...
& I'm longing for him to be by my side...
To be his favourite Grandaughter,
sitting on his laps,
taking walks together and being lost in a shopping mall looking for Toys 'R' Us...
Would he be proud of who I am if he's still around?
Would I still be his little girl if I come running to him each time someone wreck his little girl's heart?
Would he protect me from my folks scoldings?
Would he guide me to the correct path?
Would he lift me up when I'm about to fall?
Would he?
Would he?

Adik miss you so much Atuk...........
The lovely couple who had made my visit to the kampung,
a worthwhile and precious memory....

Tok Yang Busu & Nek Yang Busu

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