Monday, May 22, 2006

The Da Ila Code

hakz...
kkz...
so here hw e story goes...

went to watch Da Vinci Code wit e TCeans...
first of al...
e movie was great...
but u hafta reli conc & relate al e events togetha to understand it...
betta stil if u read e book first...
coz al of us were...
???
truout e whole show...
esp e "ritual" part...
lolx
Sab juz lurve e scene...
lolx..

n yeah...
dun b late fer e movie...
coz u wun noe watz hpn in e beginnin...
hw it al started & stuff...

e whole thang ended anrd 845...
TC being TC...
we gather dunno hw many tyms in a circle...
to err...
tok...
walk stop gather tok...
walk stop gather tok...
walk stop gather tok...
until finallie...
arnd 9+ den we reli decided to head hm...
hurrah!
i tot...
"finallie we r movin"...
it wasnt too hurrah fer me...
b4 enterin e tappin zone at MRT...
i realise tt i lost my wallet!
yikes!
yupz...
e second tym within half a yr...
e last tym was durin e fastin month in geylang...
freak...
ransacked tru my bag wit ham & sab...
nth...
ppl muz hv tot we r a bunch of wacko squatin der & emptyin a bag's content...

wateva...
so i panick...
its a second tym u noe...
leavin e rest at e platform...
ham sab & i traced back to were we came frm...
crackin our own code...
nth...

kkz...
so we decided to ask e ticketin booth...
wat superb ans shw gave...
"u muz wait fer e next show to fin...1140...coz we wun check fer u u noe...its ur thang so u muz go in check it urself...we MAY check fer u aft e show...coz u noe ar we al busy gt no tym to check fer u"
wen i ask fer e num...
"u kol tmr morn...coz tonyt e office close oredy"
*yeah s if i dunno*
but i did wana kol tt nyt in case ey found it & FERGET to kol me back...
manz...
i was so pissed off...
wat service was tt?
we MAY check...
cmon larz...
fine if i cnt go in at tt tym & hadta wait fer e movie to end...
but aft e show btwn e interval of e next show u cn check it outz ryt...
its an important stuff larz...
wallet lehz...
e way she speaks oso gt no PR larz...
wateva...
so blardy piss off wit tt old aunty...
yeah aunty...
no wonder so rude...
luckily ham & sab were der larz...
i might blow my top off if i was der alone...

pissed,al 3 of us went back to e MRT station...
i wanted to stay...
coz i wasnt convince tt ey wld check...
& juz had tis strong feelin tt it was til in e theatre
but it was almoz 10++ oredy...
& its kinda late fer me larz..
plus em...
& i hvnt told my parents bout it...
sab gave me 5 bucks fer ride hm...
coz i had no penny left at all...
i was gettin worried by den...
i juz doesnt noe hw to ans to my folks...
coz i dowana mom to get worried ova it...
its e second tym...
tt juz show hw careless i m...
mom kol me by e tym...
i let e first kol a miss...
coz i stil hvnt figurd out hw to tel em...
pick up e second aft being persuaded my ham & sab...
told em e truth...
& dad was lyk...
"y r u lyk tis?"
yeah s tho i lost my wallet on purpose...
so aft negotiation...
we stayed...
dad went to rent a car...
so at e same tym we wait fer my folks to kum...

10++ by den...
felt kinda bad coz hadta dragged ham & sab into tis...
i reli did feel bad...
i wana let em go...
bt at e same tym i din coz i nid companion to stay...
i felt so selfish...
& sab stays far at hougang larz...
its a long way hm fer her...
ham was aitez wit stayin...
juz tt din reli felt comfy coz u noe al those attach stuff...
dowana get e wrong impression frm ppl larz...
so we stayed...
hang arnd e bus top while wait fer my folks & e show to end...
chit chat...
took pix...
basically juz tryin to waste our tym & get my mind off e thang fer a while...
but sab hadta leave coz gotta catch e bus ride hm & it was kinda late fer her..
yeah so hadta let her go...
altho aft tellin her tt my dad will send her hm...
but undertood larz...
it was late...
cnt force her to stay...
her parents might b worry fer her...
gave her back e 5 bucks...
& off she went...

so left me & ham...
head fer Mac coz he wanted ice cream..
yeah so der we went...
it was stil pack...
v packed...
tt eventuali he decided nt to purchase it...
slack der...
til it was almoz tym to proceed back to e theatre...

s we were passin tru e carpark...
anotha deja vu struck me again...
ham sae it was a gd signal...
tt sth gd is gona hpn...
yeah wateva...
juz brush it off...
once we reach e theatre...
e show was gona end...
but e mgr was oredy makin his way into e cinema...
so ham & i juz waited outside...
finally e show ended...
against e human traffic...
*ppl leavin,we enterin*
we went inside...
manz it was dark...
even wen e lights were on...
patheticalie...
der wasnt a torch light to b used larz...
so we hadta used our hp lights...
wth...
yeah wateva...
we both juz went searchin while e mgr went to find fer a torch...

search search search...

& yippee!
ham found it!
under one of e chairs tt we'll initiallie seated...
yeah!!!!
hw happy was i?
hee...
finallie...
al my worries gone...
ham was ryt...
sth gd did hpn...
thk e mgr & entrance aunty & off we go...
anotha prob...
i cnt locate my folks...
& ey cnt locate me...
coz dad kip changin car...
*rental mah*
wat a bobo...
we were al actuali in e same area....
hee...
ham was lyk...
"eh ila if u dun mind cn ask her dad if he cld gv me a lift hm anotz?coz i suddenly realised tt i dun hv any train back hm"
hakz...
wat a fella...
i oredy told him b4 hand tt my dad goan send him hm...
hakz...
kkz...
so off we went into e car...
bt i ferget to tell em tt ive oredy found it...
hakz...
i was too excited...
once evry1 had settle dwn in e car den i blurted out e fact...
hakz...
mom was lyk
"y din u tell?"
hakz...
"we juz found it!"
lolx...
ila ila ila...
hakz...
& i even told dad tt ham stays at cck...
wen he actuali stays at bkt panjang...
wat a bobo...
so off we went...

otw we saw train!
a real train!
nt MRT!
bt train!
KTM!
"Keretapi Tanah Melayu"
*Malay Land's Train?*
hakz..
mom & i was lyk...

"eh a train is passin!!"
lolx...
cn u imagine tt...
dad was lyk "yeah..." plus al e unbelivable smile stuff...
& ham was lyk
"yeah sumtym keretapi kodok"
*toad's train,which means short/single carriage train*
lolx...
it was hilarious...
i was gettin impatient tt i kip askin wen it gona pass us...
alas...
a super long cargo train passed by...
it was seriusly long larz...
e cargos juz kip passin neva endin...
hakz...
hw jakun i & mom were...
lolx...
kkz...

den off we went again...
& ham kip insistin tt dad cld juz drop him off at e LRT station...
sayin tt his carpark is long larz tis larz tt larz...
& kip insistin dad tt
"no no no...juz kip gg straight....turn left ryt...his blk juz round e corner etc...."
but of corz dad listen to me...
heheh...
kkz...
finallie drop him off at his blk...
i mean i oredy dragged him into e shyt & held him back til late seh...
cnt possibly ask him to go back alone or drop him off at sum junction or sth ryt...
courtesy manz...
courtesy...
plus he found e wallet larz...
& sab too...
thx gerl...
i wld hv gone crazie if u were nt der...

kkz...
aft all tt & dad stil hafta arnd 3hrs b4 he return e car...
so off we went fer supper coz i was famish by den...
but yeah i was too tired to eat tt i drop a few food while eatin...
hakz...
seriusly...
i was tt tired...
lolx...
hit e bed once reach hm...

haiz...
wat an evenful dae...
let me juz list out e thangz tt hpn on tt dae:
  1. Amir's Bdae! (he broke his watch btw...poor boy)
  2. Watch Da Vinci's Code
  3. Lost my wallet fer e 2nd tym in half a yr
  4. Watch a real train passed by me on e rd...
  5. First tym watch a movie at a budgeted cinema ($7 aft 5pm)
  6. First tym late fer a movie
  7. Spec's nosepads being hit by a ball thx to Conan
  8. Sab & Ham noe my familie pet name..."since wen ur name chg to ***?"grr

Shall rembr Amir's Bdae vividly...coz lotsa thangz hpn!lolx...hakz...frm nw on...MUZ tk cr of my personal & non-personal thangz

very xtra careful...

chronicles of E-E-E-L-A

Hurrah!
it's Sundae!
kkz...
let me sum up e whole week...

Mondae, 15 May 2006
went hm straight aft skool...
which was at 3pm...
heheh...
knock myself out tt directly went to bed...
stupidly...
i on e aircon & slp...
witout even bother to change my clothes...
woke up anrd 9pm...
sneezing lyk hell...
head spinning lyk hell...
evrthang juz felt lyk hell...
shoot...
gona b sick...
kkz...
so i was sick by den...
slp, barely memorize & studied fer e next dae test...

Tuesdae, 16 May 2006
head throbbin lyk mad...
nose swollen lyk mad...
body feverish lyk mad...
no choice...
hadta go skool coz had test...
kkz...
rush tru studyin fer test in MRT...
tot i saw Fahmy...
but wateva...
din bother to kol up coz wasnt sure if its him & dowana embarrass myself if its nt him...
tt guy even sat beside me larz & alight at Dover...
so yeah wateva...
nt important...
yada yada yada...
did e test...
which was ohh so superbly "ez"...
went fer TC...
which ended earlie...
went Hazwani...
yada yada yada...
in short, it was a sucky dae...

Wednesday, 17 May 2006
Proposal!
shoot!
hvnt submit!
damn!
Pearlie gone!
stil felt kinda sick...
force myself to wake up earlie...
which was unsuccessful...
rush to T14 at skool to amend e propo...
which............................................................
suckily.......................................................
e com & printer sabo me...
both juz shut dwn on me...
blardy idiot...
tt took a whole lot of tym on me larz...
by e tym it was oredy 1++...
late fer GEMS...
kkz....
once it was all settle...
rush to clubby to pas e propo to ajay...
was suppose to mit mir larz...
but wth,late fer cls liaoz...
kkz...
so pass to ajay....
stil owed him e database...
kkz...
evrythang cramp up in my head...
fly to biz blk fer gems...
kum in arnd 1.45...
cls ended arnd 2.10pm...
so yeah waste of tym gg cls...
waste tym in bizIT while wait fer APG to start...
kkz...
evrthang well went...
except fer e feverish body...
yeah!
free food!
full & tired....
went hm...
rush tru tuts...
& reslise tt ive lost my thumbdrive AGAIN!!!
argh!!!!!
turn e whole bag inside out...
crack my brain remberin wer i last used it...
too bad...
i was practicalie al ova skool e whole dae...
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stupid me!

Thursdae, 18 May 2006
nth reli hpn...
tuts....lects...
but yipppee!
was feelin betta...
went to buy new thumbdrive...
which cost me a balrdy $28 fer e same capacity s previous...
tts e result of nt payin fer thangz...
it will kip missin...

Fridae, 19 May 2006
Ahaa!
tis is e moz memorable dae fer me tis entire week...
check out e next entry...

Saturdae, 20 May 2006
lethargic lethargic lethargic...
woke up earlie in e morn to mk new ATM kad...
went arnd spore wit familie...
geylang larz...
wlds larz...
i dunno wer larz...
felt groggy al e way...
hit e bed once reach hm...
awoken by grandma cuzzies uncle aunt's arrival...
uncle got car oredy!
heheh...
wel good fer him...
its a weekend car larz btw...
but nvm...
tok tok tok...
eat eat eat til 11 b4 ey left...
slp straight aft tt...
slp slp slp...
go train up ur muscles larz grl!

Sundae, 21 May 2006
nth hpn yet...
GO STUDY!!
3 TESTS KUMIN UP TIS WEEK!

no....
5 TESTS KUMIN UP E NEXT 2 WEEKS!
GO GO GO!!!


yeah basically tts wat hpn...
wit Fri e moz roller coster ridin dae...
heehee...
interested to find out wat hpn?
go on read e next entry...

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

im juz losin it...

great way to start e week...
sore throat,flu,tests...
haiz...
neva felt so bad b4...
wit e test gg on juz nw...
haiz...
it juz feel so bad...
cn hardly focus & do e qns...
tink i gona retake e test...
haiz...
nid to buck up...
nid to gain my strength back...
nid to get back e momentum...
cnt slack...
i noe im gg to let myself dwn...
y larz i muz b sick at tis tym...
aiyo...
enthu oredy e past few weeks...
den skali dwn wit tis virus...
aiyoyo...
wait larz til term break den sick...
lolz...
gt 4 more tests to go u noe...
argh!
y izint e walls at my rm soundproof...
if nt cn scream s loud & pitchy s i cn...
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kkz...
i might looked fake juz nw wit al my flu...
bt e fact is...
im nt...
my head was groggy & spinnin lyk an earthquake juz nw...
nose felt s big s an elephant trunk...
skin s cold s an antartic iceberg...
wateva it is...
i feel terrible...
ryt dwn to my brain...
hope will get well soon...
lyk tmr?
coz i cnt move on in tis condition...
yeah i cn skip skool fer al i care...
but i gt TESTS kumin up!
cnt afford to miss e cls at tis pt...
so wateva it is ila...
do gt well soon...
stop ovastressin urself...
mayb tis is e retribution fer al e sins ive done...
aiya!

Monday, May 15, 2006

simple life

messy...
i felt so messy todae...
messy + tired...
woke up late...
slp tru e aftn...
spent sum quality tym wit folks watchin 2 VCDs in a row...
which eventually din allow me to revise my werk...
again...
ouhya...
had a teeny weeny mama dae celeb b4 brunch...
gv her a kelly clarkson cd...
which she wanted so badly but din went to buy it coz she hates enterin CD shops kinda thang...
a simple moment...
bt seein her so happy receiving tt small token...
juz moved me...
tried my best nt to shed a tear...
but bein me...
i did...
bt i haf nth to b embarrased bout...
s long mama is happy...
i happy...
may sound mushy...
bt aft al those tt mama had done fer me since young...
wat ive done fer her til todae...
is far frm equal...
used to b ashamed bein a mama gerl...
bein tease of it...
felt so trapped & inferior...
nw...
evrythang chg...
go ahead & kol me a mama gerl...
anak emas...
*loosely translated: Golden Child*
im more than happy to hear tt comment...
seriusly...
hw many ppl receive tt comment?
hakz...
go ahead & start counting...

Sunday, May 14, 2006

SHUT UP!

i reli sld learn hw to kip my blardy mouth shut...
at tyms i juz sae wateva is in my mind...
which i personally felt tt it kinda piss ppl off...
i sae wat i sld nt sae
& din sae wat i suppose to sae...
stupid gerl...
sooner or ltr,
ppl wun blif wat i sae...
which wat almoz hpn juz nw...
i reli sld learn hw to control my gap...
otherwise wateva i sae in e future wun b tolerated or considered...
stupid gerl....
y muz i owis sae so much stuff?
y muz i unconsciously observed ppl arnd me?
y?
y?
y?
y muz is b me?
y m i feelin tis way?
i dowana b e next u-noe-hu...
i dowana b tt guy hu tinks oni he is ryt al e tym...
e guy hu is damn balrdy stubborn tt nw is isolatin himself frm e rest of us...
i sldnt have sae so much juz nw...
sld hv ki my blardy damn fuckin mouth shut...
sae too much juz nw...
felt kinda guilty...
yes i dun lyk him...
bt kinda guilty aft al those bitchin...
til at one pt,
i felt i ve sae too much...
til blurt out sum stupid comment
stupid gerl...
m i too naive?
m i too dumb?
m i too straight forward?
i belif in karma...
i noe sooner or ltr bad thangs wil hpn to me...
bin havin weird deja vu e past few weeks & daes...
noe sth bad gona hpn to me...
juz cn sense it...
ppl might nt belif tis shit...
bt haiz...
i dunno hw to explain...
its kinda complicated...
bt all e stuf tt i tot,tt i tok bout will hpn!
weird bt true...
scary bt true...
i hate tis kind of feelin...
its bin buggin me...
izit natural?
or izit juz me?
m i being to paranoid?
i dowana b lyk aj...
i dowana b sum1 hu is lack of self confidence & commandin...
bt fer sum reason...
i dunno y...
bt i feel tt im turnin to bekum lyk him....
pls dun...
god....
pls dun let tt hpn to me...
pls...
i beg of u...

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

foolish weird stuff

Dunno watz wrong wit me e past few daes...bin havin farkin deja vu evry nw & den...it juz freaks me outz...each tym i tot of sth,it hpn moments ltr...at tyms,i cn even read tru ppl's mind...or so it seems...i juz dunno hw it hpn...bt it did...izit merely coincidence?hopefully it is...coz its nt a nice feelin wen u can actuali read or see tru ppl's mind & heart...its juz plain creepy...sum r juz stuff tt u dowana noe...but subconsciously, u r aware of it...watz gg on wit me?m i being plain paranoid or simply under pressure?i hope its e latter...

Sunday, May 07, 2006

~i will support,the PAP!~

yeah babeh...
PAP al e way...
my area win a huge margin against SDP...
woohoo...
yeah so evry1 is so hype up bout e election...
wanted to folo mama & bro to vote...
but was late fer e bbq juz nw...
*will gt back to e alumni bbq thingy below*
ey sld hv gone in e morn larz...
miss e chance to kepoh2 at e election venue...
damn...
btw e train was damn blardy packed larz juz nw...
& guess wat?
20,no 50% of a carriage tt was i in were families larz...
families wit superbly irritating chldrn...
yupz...
gosh ive neva felt lyk in a zoo b4...
kkz...

back to e bbq thingy...
it was supposed to b an Alumni Nyt larz...
but unfortunately oni 1 alumni came larz...
plus pearlie & ham's gerl...
*fina i tink e name*
der were oni lyk...
hmm...
15!
hakz...
first tym seh bbq wit so lil ppl...
anws experienced lotsa first tym thingy durin e bbq...
  1. it was e first tym...
    tt i actually board e same mrt carriage wit sum1 tt i noe witout noein it...
    hakz...
    tt wat hpn juz nw...
    ham & i were in e same carriage witout noein it...
    i even asked him larz wer were he...
    & he even anws it...
    bobos.& i receive it...
    but i din respond to e sms...
    hakz...
    bobos...
    we oni realised tt once we got off e train...
    hakz...
    wateva ila...
  2. it was e first tym...
    tt i actuali bbq under a shelter...
    nt juz sum wooden gazebo thingy...
    a real huge plastic sheet shelter...
    we were al waitin fer e chckn to b cook...
    eatin e noodles,rice,juz chilin...
    *manz i feel hungry nw*
    slowwwly...
    drips drops of water came dwn...
    thx to i dunno hu quick tinkin mind...
    decided to gather very1 arnd e bbq pit...
    den came e sheet thingy...

    *it was sye-D's sheet if im nt wrong*
    we tot it was juz fer a while...
    so we juz left our food on e table...
    den it started to pour dwn heavily...
    once we were insyde...
    damn!
    my discman!
    ran outz e shelter to grab it...
    clever me...
    i sld hv taken e discman & kept it in e tent...
    but i din...
    bght it back to e shelter...
    it strike me den tt e radio was stil in e open...

    damn!
    ran outz again to put it in e tent...
    clever me again...
    i frgt to put my discman insyde again...
    haiz...
    nvm...
    its soaked anws...

    im
    soaked anws...
    kkz...
    so we juz stayed at e shelter...

    took photogs...
    ham sye-D entertained us wit songs...
    which was cool!
    hw many ppl in e wrld cn actuali gt e chance to bbq under a huge plastic sheet?
    nt those ready erect platic thingy...
    manual shelter...
    wit real strength frm ppl holdin it up...
    less than 5% i assume...
    it was fun!
    so wat if im soaked top to bottom,insyde-out?
    inhaling unhealthy bbq smoke...
    hakz...
    its part of e whole thang...
    lolx...
    lucky sab switch plc wit me to let me bbq...
    at least i cld dry my clothes der...
    hee...
    oni e front part of my shirt managed to dry larz...
    my ass was soakin wet...
    soakin wet til i reached hm...
    had to cover it wit my huge bag on e mrt...
    luckily brght tt bag...
    if nt i wld b so embarrased larz...
    "eh e grl gt a wet ass!"

    *wateva*
    manz...
  3. yeah & it was e first tym i reached hm past 12am larz...
    step into my hs arnd 1240 i tink...
    s usual bro pick me up frm mrt...
    folks were stil up...
    reached juz in tym fer e Semb GRC votin results...
    & yes!
    PAP won!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    ~i will support,e PAP~
    *to e tune of I Will Survive*
    kkz i noe i din gt e chance to vote...
    but hu cares...
    PAP!!!!
    gua caya sama lu!
    hakz...
    kkz...
    stil kinda high...
    inhaled too much smoke & rainwater larz...
    hehx...

anws...
lotsa unpleasant thangz hpn too...
AJ was in e mood of his again juz nw...
Alumni Nyt turned outz s TC bbq instead...
*wateva it is,its stil fun!*
too bad tis thangz hpn wen pearlie is leavin...
it sld hv bin a pleasant farewell fer her instead...
after all e efforts put in by e cast...
it cld nt b perform due to e rain & certain circumstances...
mir s usual...............
accidentally "miss kol" me again...
humph!
!@@#$$%^&^&
& yeah...
left e plc witout helpin e rest clear up...
i did anws...
threw e unwanted stuf...
juz tt din reli clear up til e end...
nid to rush to catch e last train larz...
luckily i din wait...
coz managed to catch e reli last train juz nw...
imagine wat wil hpn if i stayd longer?
miss e trains & bus...
took a taxi perhaps?
siak ar far seh...
plus expensive...
plus oni mir is stayin near me...
gosh e split cost would b expensive larz...
phew...

& justin kip takin pics of my butt!
urgh!

*heys i din mean to slap til ur specs drop kkz..*

it was a fun dae...
altho din go s planned...
e whole atmosphere juz nw...
thx to e rain...
hakz...
hope e rest enjoyed too..

peace outz...

Friday, May 05, 2006

opsie!!

*urgh!great...both my previous entries cldnt publish...crap...*
yeah here i m once again...
bloggin...
expressin my heart's desire...
melepaskan pekung d dada...
rytz...s if...
*eye-rollin*
past daes had bin tight fer me...
*pardon me fer my lang*
skool werk,TC,TC,skool werk...
jugglin to complete both tutorials & pros submission...
wit sum kip miss kolin me...
it juz worn me outz...
imagine...
at 12am...
silence...
peaceful...
bobbin to e songs frm e radio...
concentratin hard on ur werk...
all ideas pourin dwn on u...
gettin excited...
reachin e climax...
finishin...finishin...
*trrr...trrr....*
ur whole desk vibrate...
its ur hp...
a fren kol u...
hmm muz b sth impt u might tink...
so u went to ans it...
b4 u cn even sae helo...
u heard e caller singing...
yupz...
singing...
sum weird song which ive neva heard b4...
den hung up....
*BAM!*
der goes ur idea...
al those efforts...
squeezin ur brain juice juz to get e moz perfect idea...
al gone in 30secs...
bear in mind...
tis doesnt hpn once...
it had hpn god noes hw many tyms...
*duh!*
while u were driftin mitin ur dream prince charmin...
while u were focusin in lects/tuts...
while u were muggin...
even while u were u noe,havin ur own pte tyms...
sum 1 miss kol u...
hw fun cn it b...
i dunno hw it hpn...
but it juz did...
& stil is...
im lucky ive sign up fer fre inkumins...
so each tym i receive e kol...
juz pick & sshhh...
til he speaks...
den ill speaks...
hws e idea?
grr-ret rytz?
*grinzzzz*