im juz losin it...

great way to start e week...
sore throat,flu,tests...
haiz...
neva felt so bad b4...
wit e test gg on juz nw...
haiz...
it juz feel so bad...
cn hardly focus & do e qns...
tink i gona retake e test...
haiz...
nid to buck up...
nid to gain my strength back...
nid to get back e momentum...
cnt slack...
i noe im gg to let myself dwn...
y larz i muz b sick at tis tym...
aiyo...
enthu oredy e past few weeks...
den skali dwn wit tis virus...
aiyoyo...
wait larz til term break den sick...
lolz...
gt 4 more tests to go u noe...
argh!
y izint e walls at my rm soundproof...
if nt cn scream s loud & pitchy s i cn...
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kkz...
i might looked fake juz nw wit al my flu...
bt e fact is...
im nt...
my head was groggy & spinnin lyk an earthquake juz nw...
nose felt s big s an elephant trunk...
skin s cold s an antartic iceberg...
wateva it is...
i feel terrible...
ryt dwn to my brain...
hope will get well soon...
lyk tmr?
coz i cnt move on in tis condition...
yeah i cn skip skool fer al i care...
but i gt TESTS kumin up!
cnt afford to miss e cls at tis pt...
so wateva it is ila...
do gt well soon...
stop ovastressin urself...
mayb tis is e retribution fer al e sins ive done...
aiya!