an empty heart
screaming fer attention
bt y aint der any1 to hear it?
is tis e feeling of lurve?
or sorrowness?
m nt sure....

confuse...
mix feelings playin tru e mind...
& heart...
wers al e angels tt promised ey will b my ma side each tym a tear flows dwn?
dae by dae...
one by one...
e angels vanish...
witout a word...
nor trace...
except 1...

paranoia succumb uninvitingly...
too fast too painful...
voices unheard...
unnoticed...
words playin al ova...
too surreal it feels...
hurtful it turn out....
nth mk sense...
juz s al these wordings...
a rush of emotions tt came out uncontrol...
werdings tt oni e heart understands...
unwrytn werdings...
tt sld nt b wrytn...
bt kept close to e heart...
werds tt eventho wrytn,appears illegible

too bad...
it cld nt withstand it any longer...
out it came...
legible oni to e heart...
werds tt dun kum out ryt...
dun even mk sense...
juz a random use of vocabs...
senseless...
tts hw it came out...
exactly hw e mind werk each tym e fingers hit e keyboard...
unaware of its direction or motive...

werds...
tt r oni legible to e heart...
not e eyes