B.I.Y.A.T.C.H.

B-e
I-n
Y-our
T-otal
A-bsolute
C-H-aracter

totalie...
im so piss off by AJ's effin attitude tt i myself felt tt i was actin lyk a freakin effin bitch...
my temper is gettin frm bad to worse...
i cn almoz blow up at anth...
even minor teeny weeny thang...
& fer sum effin rzon,i simply cnt shut my gap even fer a min...
bt al tt kum outz were effin shyt...
y cnt i sae sth sensible?
y muz i owis sae shyt stuff & feel horrible aft sayin it outz?
cnt i b more sensible & sae appropriate werds?
y muz i swear & curse each tym i open my gap?
e worse part is e feelin aft tt...
swear & curse all i wan,bt in e end,regrettin it...
juz wish i cn shut my blardy gap up so tt ppl cn enjoy peace & nt tinkin of me anotha way...
wat e eff bitch!
will ya chill & fer hell b wise?
oh fuck
i totalie felt horrible aft sayin mir's bad habit or watsoeva to esther...
y cnt i juz shut up?!
juz shut up bitch!
i dun exactly noe hw he feel bt i did feel horrible aft tt
if u readin tis,
sory mir fer tt...
it was a sudden shity outburst....
argh i feel so terrible...
i noe its minor stuff bt i feel lyk shyt coz its sth personal...
i mean sth tt nt many ppl noe...
& i noe esther lyk 10 mins oni larz....
& der i went sayin bout sum1 else's bad habit....
frig ila...
& gabe too....
so so so sory tt ey noe bout reg...
it was initially wasnt me bt mir hu notice it...
i juz sae tt she has a bf & u dun....
guess i blurted it outz aft tt...
bt it seemed tt he gt wat i mean...
oh i feel so horrible ryt nw...
plus aj...
yupz....
i was piss at u...
bt aft tt, i feel horrible myself...
i hope u read tt sms....
i reli reli reli hate tis feelin...
well s i sae,if u noe me well u will noe my style...
u r at fault too anws...
ah i dowana dwell on it further...
many ppl muzhv tink tt im a total bitch...
which i cnt blame em...
coz i brght tis upon myself....
oh ila....
fer goodness....
pls change ur attitude...
its nt cool u bitch...
stop cursin & swearin...
it will gt u nower...
plz....
stop it...
chg ur attitude...
agn....
im sry to those hu ive hurt....
im reli sry....
promise i will chg myself..