Thursday, October 12, 2006

a long tym since i reli tried doin tutorials...
& guess wat?
i cnt do it!
lolx...
it doesnt hlp tt e qns tt i nid to present is though...
*well at least tts wat e otha bright students sae*
hee...
im gona geddit frm tt michelle tmr...
worse,e cls is at 8am...
first thang in a morn...
& e dae stretches til 5pm...
wat a great way to end e weekend...
:D

e daes passed...
mon to sun, sun to mon...
its too fast tt u hafta catch up wit it...
no tym to breathe...
no tym to snore...

u feel hopeless...
darkness surrounds u...
u started to lose ur cool...
all of a sudden,u bkum e bitch evry1 hates...
evry1 ignores u...

bt deep dwn inside...
regrets fill ur soul...
u din mean all those nasty werds...
e werds spoke spontaneously...
& u din even realise it...

till u were alone...
surrounded by e 4 walls...
no1's around u...
silence e oni company...
negativity invades ur mind...

u r in desperate hlp...
sum1 to tok to...
bt its late at nyt...
evry1's aslp...
evry1,except u...

guilty u feel...
s u reach fer e phone u kol e person u hurt...
bt der was no ans...
all u cld do was leave him a message on his hp...
s u wait patiently fer e rep...

an hr past...
no rep...
u r in desperate nid of company...
agn u reach fer ur hp...
tis tym,u leave a message to sum else...

in it,u told him nt to rep...
bt juz to listen to ur sorrows...
u felt so lonely...
sobbin & hurt...
u went to bed...

e new dae arrive...
u stil feel e same way s e nyt before...
s ur mind drift away...
ur hp vibrates...

u pick it up & read e message received...
it was frm e 2nd person u message e nyt before...
slowly,u open e message...
"its oni natural for us to act tis way.so dun blame urself.smile to a betta dae.ur smile is wonderful. :)"
unnoticed,tears started to welled..

it md ur dae...
instantly,all ur sorrows were wiped away...
all u cld c were light...
s u read e message agn...
a smile form on ur lips...
e first,genuine smile, in weeks...
:)

thx so much...
u sld noe hu u r...
altho i doubt u will b readin my blog...
u md my dae...

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