omg!
it's gona b 3rd wk of skool!
freakin shyt!
it feels s tho i juz fin my itp last wk...
fuCkyroOo!
& yes,
im panickin...

tk a deeeeeeep breath ila...
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ders too much stuf to b update tt i shan't rant it here...
coz if i do i cn compile it & mk it into mantra bk & sell it at borders store werlwide...
betcha it wil b a high rating best selling book eva!

tel u wat,
i'll update evrythang tmr....

taz.................

its oni into e 2nd wk of skOol..
& freakin hell im oredy feelin e pressure...

GBE's lectures+tuts notes r a freakin 100 ova pages...
DOUBLE sided

thk god e oni lessons i hv on evry mon is GBE...
if nt wil hafta brin a luggage to skoOl...
freakin damn thick e binded notes r...
der is no way m i gona unbind em & brin it separately fer cls each wk...
it wil b blardy confusin fer myself!
geesh...

& im al screw up of al e CAs,proj,MST,elearnin,break etc etc dates...
tis excludes e club's reh & function...
freakin shyt!
i swear im gona b one hel of a lyfles kid tis sem...
wkends wil b left at hm stonin at e damn com screen doin research...

tt is,
if im reli turnin into a new leaf...
which,
i sooooo wana b,
since sems ago...
bt too bad...
it din werk out fer me...

& so it leads to e norm prob of grpg wit e clsmates...
once a slacker-labelled,
wil owis b a slacker-labelled person...

HELLO!
I NID ENCOURAGEMENT FRM U PPL!
if u farkin ppl kip tinkin of me lidat,
den farkin hell of corz i wil tink u idiots r a bunch of effin borin bunch of nerds hu does nth bt studies!
freakin hell push me ppl!
u dunno nth bout me...
so pls stop judge me frm e past...
im tryin my bez to turn ova a new leaf,
so,
hlp me wit it...
not by,
"ila?dunno leh...."
*half-hearted "let's juz tk her" fuck-up face*
or
"nvmla we do..."
*annoying "she wun do tis assignment" fuck-up face*

ah im wastin my tym rantin here...
e ppl wun even read it...
tho i wish ey will...
even if ey do,
it wun mk any dif...
ey wil further tink tt im a goner...

oh wel...
que sera sera...

i wil juz push myself harder...
:)

dressin up fer werk is easier than dressin up fer sch...
FISH!

chalo beti...
back to skool hey...

happy?
sad?
both i shal sae...
wat an XP dwn at e revenue hs...

e foooooooooooooooooooooood....
e sandwichin in e train cabin...
e encounters wit blardy taxpayers...
*ders one blardy farkin t/p tt smelt lyk sourish dog shyt tt e smell lingered til aft he left*
e fate of kip bein spot by thalia...
e frequent toilet break aft lunch...
e slackerium at booth 2...
e dunno wer fer lunchin...
e anyhow claim relief...
e feelin of bein reject countless tyms...
e excercise...
e thus fruit dae...
e motherly luv...
e bengali banana...
*haha*
e free chocz...
e checkin of irin...
e praise by scoffield fer likin my hair...
e cocokin by ramnah...
e request of t/p ic...
e smilin wen ur heart is cursin...
e lala-in in corres...
e queue kolin...
e wrytin of letters...
*lolz*
e fillin up of forms,memos...
e free fooooooood...
e tappin of e entrance...
e 5th floor teh tarik...
e frequent trip to velocity & square 2...
e chgg of counter due to sum baskets...
e runnin to printer rm...
e escapin frm servin & slackin at 5th floor...
e biskotin while coressin....

al tt is ova...
nw is back to textbks & tuts...

bt i wil stil cont wrytin letters...
;)

fark j lo can sing!
& its in latin!
blardy shyt i tot she's juz anotha unsingable biyatch...
bt im effin wrong!
she was horrifyingly hot on stage juz nw!
tho i oni listen to it,
bt i bet it was a superb performance....
cn judge it juz frm e voice....
manz....
im amaze by her quality manz...
is she even a latin?
tt biyatch...

~scoffield lurves my hair~
;)

hello my dear blog!
its bin eons since i last update u...
hp u understand my tight schedule & shaggerism...
no worries,
ive nt abundant u...
nt YET i gues...
muAhahahAhAh...

so,
hws lyf u ask?

lemme c...
i wasnt fooled on april fool...
i din even realise tt it was april fool...
u guys too rytz?
instead i went to a weddin fer e 1st tym in ages...
*kkz a yr+*
& i was smitten by e kompang & gamelan grp...
wowz...
e beauty of tt musical instruments,
was marvellous!
der i was,
a gona b 19 yr old senorita sittin elegantly among her folks wit her eyes stuck on e traditional instruments played by no less charmin young lads in yet agn,
traditional get ups...
al i hafta sae is,
it juz md my whole pt of attendin e weddin more luvly...
both e lads & e kompangs & gamelan...
;)

den i was struck wit tis...
wen wil it b my turn to tie e knot?
hu wil pop me e qn?
hw do i fit my own pocket to prepare fer tis?

hakz...
too much a tot fer a gona b 19 yr old u may tink...
bt oh wel...
lemme tel u a lil secret of mine...

of al e dreams & hopes tt i implant deep dwn inside,
one of it,
is to hv a baby wen im 25...
& i wana hv at least 2...
a boy & a gerl...
e moz 3...
preferably eldest is a boy...
juz lyk me & bro...
so tt e bro cn protect e lil sis...
hpfuly it wun end up lyk me & bro...
e sis protectin e bro...
hakz...

wel dream wil owis remain a dream...
lok at me nw?
im stil single mingle rejectin al proposals kum by...
proposals of bein a gyulfren tt is...
*duh!*
coz y?
e ryt man hv nt yet kum knockin on my door!
fussy?
yupz im sure m freakin fussy...
al those stories of early marriages & divorce,
is freakin me outz...
tts y im choosin da man...
lemme b e last to tie e knot amongst frens,
s long s it wil b a long lastin happy marriage...

bt den agn..................................
if i am to tie it late,
it may pose probs of me rockin e cradle...
& i wan tt badly!
i wana cuddle it up in my arms...
run its fingers tru my hair...
pick em up wen ey fal...
juz b der fer em...
i wana gv em lyf tt i myself neva gt as a teenager...

tts my dream...
can i ever achieve tis dream of mine?
i dunno...