its oni into e 2nd wk of skOol..
& freakin hell im oredy feelin e pressure...

GBE's lectures+tuts notes r a freakin 100 ova pages...
DOUBLE sided

thk god e oni lessons i hv on evry mon is GBE...
if nt wil hafta brin a luggage to skoOl...
freakin damn thick e binded notes r...
der is no way m i gona unbind em & brin it separately fer cls each wk...
it wil b blardy confusin fer myself!
geesh...

& im al screw up of al e CAs,proj,MST,elearnin,break etc etc dates...
tis excludes e club's reh & function...
freakin shyt!
i swear im gona b one hel of a lyfles kid tis sem...
wkends wil b left at hm stonin at e damn com screen doin research...

tt is,
if im reli turnin into a new leaf...
which,
i sooooo wana b,
since sems ago...
bt too bad...
it din werk out fer me...

& so it leads to e norm prob of grpg wit e clsmates...
once a slacker-labelled,
wil owis b a slacker-labelled person...

HELLO!
I NID ENCOURAGEMENT FRM U PPL!
if u farkin ppl kip tinkin of me lidat,
den farkin hell of corz i wil tink u idiots r a bunch of effin borin bunch of nerds hu does nth bt studies!
freakin hell push me ppl!
u dunno nth bout me...
so pls stop judge me frm e past...
im tryin my bez to turn ova a new leaf,
so,
hlp me wit it...
not by,
"ila?dunno leh...."
*half-hearted "let's juz tk her" fuck-up face*
or
"nvmla we do..."
*annoying "she wun do tis assignment" fuck-up face*

ah im wastin my tym rantin here...
e ppl wun even read it...
tho i wish ey will...
even if ey do,
it wun mk any dif...
ey wil further tink tt im a goner...

oh wel...
que sera sera...

i wil juz push myself harder...
:)