hello my dear blog!
its bin eons since i last update u...
hp u understand my tight schedule & shaggerism...
no worries,
ive nt abundant u...
nt YET i gues...
muAhahahAhAh...

so,
hws lyf u ask?

lemme c...
i wasnt fooled on april fool...
i din even realise tt it was april fool...
u guys too rytz?
instead i went to a weddin fer e 1st tym in ages...
*kkz a yr+*
& i was smitten by e kompang & gamelan grp...
wowz...
e beauty of tt musical instruments,
was marvellous!
der i was,
a gona b 19 yr old senorita sittin elegantly among her folks wit her eyes stuck on e traditional instruments played by no less charmin young lads in yet agn,
traditional get ups...
al i hafta sae is,
it juz md my whole pt of attendin e weddin more luvly...
both e lads & e kompangs & gamelan...
;)

den i was struck wit tis...
wen wil it b my turn to tie e knot?
hu wil pop me e qn?
hw do i fit my own pocket to prepare fer tis?

hakz...
too much a tot fer a gona b 19 yr old u may tink...
bt oh wel...
lemme tel u a lil secret of mine...

of al e dreams & hopes tt i implant deep dwn inside,
one of it,
is to hv a baby wen im 25...
& i wana hv at least 2...
a boy & a gerl...
e moz 3...
preferably eldest is a boy...
juz lyk me & bro...
so tt e bro cn protect e lil sis...
hpfuly it wun end up lyk me & bro...
e sis protectin e bro...
hakz...

wel dream wil owis remain a dream...
lok at me nw?
im stil single mingle rejectin al proposals kum by...
proposals of bein a gyulfren tt is...
*duh!*
coz y?
e ryt man hv nt yet kum knockin on my door!
fussy?
yupz im sure m freakin fussy...
al those stories of early marriages & divorce,
is freakin me outz...
tts y im choosin da man...
lemme b e last to tie e knot amongst frens,
s long s it wil b a long lastin happy marriage...

bt den agn..................................
if i am to tie it late,
it may pose probs of me rockin e cradle...
& i wan tt badly!
i wana cuddle it up in my arms...
run its fingers tru my hair...
pick em up wen ey fal...
juz b der fer em...
i wana gv em lyf tt i myself neva gt as a teenager...

tts my dream...
can i ever achieve tis dream of mine?
i dunno...