Saturday, September 29, 2007

As usual,
each tym i wana blog,
i wil end up surfin otha websites & not updatin...
anws...
wil update bout wat i felt bout tt dae's visit to Geylang's bazaar wen e mood kums...
hehehz...
& oh,
if u wana noe bout me,
feel fre to read up e links provided in previous entry..
:D

m on fastin "holis" til mebe nxt wed..
so yupz,
once again,
tt dae's buker wasnt reli a buker since it leaked tt dae itself...
ops!
hehe...

skool starts & im so thkful tt i oni hv break on fri...
i simply cnt stand e clsmates...
sory kristen kereen jiayi or hueva frm e cls hu reads tis...
bt i juz cnt click witcyall even tho i tried..
& even if i tried,
im nt bein myself...
tink of wadeva yall wan of me...
loner, slacker, weird, lazy...
bt tts me...
tk it or leave it...

im sure ive sed it tym & agn here...
its easy to mk frens...
bt its dif to trust ppl...
we al chg truout e yrs...
i chg...
yall chg...
e pt is,
cn we adapt to e chgs & tk it s it kums?
wel,
mebe femme,
i guz i cn tk it s it kums...
bt i maynt b able to adapt...
im e kinda person tt dun dare to tk risks...
& e type which is scared of e past happenin again...
its hard femme to let go of e past coz each dae,
it seems to haunt me...
nt a single incident,
bt alot...
& it is up to me to handle it...
either i let it go pass me,
or moan abt it al dae long...
i do both actualy...
let it go at e moment,
bt sadly,
moan abt it at nyt...
it sux...
i noe...
tt explains y ppl find me whiny & petty...
cnt blame em tho...
& s aini mention b4,
im easily forgettable...
a few rzons to tt i blif...
aint no miss popular,
dowana tt to hpn oso...
haha...
rather b e low profile gyul...

anyhoos...
actualy i wanted to blog abt otha stuff..
bt seems tt it leads to e same old borin stuff agn...
haha...
im contented wit wat i hav...
tho i do hp thangs wil b betta in e future...
:D

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