i nid to get my priorities ryt...bin doin too many stuff at one go...tot i cld handle it all...bt it juz gt messier dae by dae...hakz...i dun even noe wat im tinkin manz? tried to focus on revision & study at tis moment....yes, mamnage to do tt in e wkends....bt it died todae....urgh!...hate it wen tis hpn....wen cn i ever b consistent? cmon ila....get ur mind straight....tink staright tt is....dun kip tinkin bout ur probs & feget ur priorities....u nid to get a hold of urself....thangz arent bad s u assume....lyf is full of ups & dwns....& u hafta face tt bravely....its nt lyk tis is ur first tym havin probs....its e countless tyms gyuls....juz face it....be bold & faced it....ders no use starin at e open airspace dwellin on it...nt tt u cnt dwell on it, bt nt fer too long....u r makin urself feelin worse gyul....u r makin urself feelin waaaaay to worse....pardon me fer e stupid engrish im makin here coz im basicalie typin lyk one mad women tryin to get all e tots in werds....or sld i sae get al e werds typed out in werds....hakz....im juz gettin insane dae by dae....i wana b left alone, bt at e same tym i wana hv sum1 wimme....bt nt tok to em...i noe....selfish...i wana ged outta hs bt i noe tts nt e wise thang to do....face e prob gyul....face e prob...runnin wun solve it...i felt worse wen i was at clb juz nw...i dunno y.....bt i sld sae evrythang at hm is gettin betta....hp it'll stay tis way....if wan more prob to kum, kum aft e exams....hakz.....wadeva....i nid tym to reflect....bt fer nw, i nid to conc on exams & set my priorities straight....exams fer nw! study ila! STUDY!

i nid to catch up wimme my dearie.....will kol u up ltr at nyt dear!

PS: Any takers to watch Guru wimme? Lolz...