wad e fark wrong witchu ppl!
u simply wana me folo each evry werd tt u sae
& wana me folo evrythang tt u did
do u even realise tt im growin up?
im no longer e todler tt u cn instruct wat to do & not
i hv my own mind now
wadeva u sae,
will definitely hv an impact on me
b it gd or bad
y cnt u farkers understand tt?
im not tt farkin "elder" bro of me hu blindly folo wadeva u bastard & bitch sae...
coz u noe y?
he gt no brain of his own
since young,
u farkers bin damagin his mind to folo wadeva u sae
u neva mk an effort to let him tink on his own
e results of tt cn b seen now
r u happy now?
seein ur son & e "eldest" child in e fam bein so stupid?
fer u info bastard & bitch,
ur lovely & oh-so-perfect son is bein bullied in sch & at camp!
im sure u farkers doesnt noe tt
even if i tell u,
u wil nt believe me
coz y?
im e bad 1 in ur eyes
im neva e gd one...
no matta hw hard i tried to impress & luv u guys,
u juz dun c it
u may show it todae,
bt tmr,
u wil b e same farkers s e otha daes
juz watz wrong wimme?
if im reli tt farkin bad in ur blardy eyes,
throw me outta hs
tt wil at least ease ur mind ryt?
der wun b any prob if im nt in e hs
tts wat u wish fer
coz each tym im at hm,
u bitch wil purposely find fault wimme
i juz dun geddit
even if i md e same degree of mistake s tt stupid bloke
u bitch wil mk it s tho ive md a huge sin to u
& den u wil tel tt bastard husband of urs
bein an idiot husband hu is soooo scared of his own wife,
he wil listen to u witout even bother to listen to my explaination & view...
tts hw e whole familie werk
e "eldest" child wil folo lyk a farkin idiot wadeva e bitch & bastard sae
e bastard wil folo wadeva e bitch sae witout even considerin e children's view
e daughter,
tts me,
wil b e victim of al tis
"look at ur (farkin) bro, he wil owis do wadeva i told him to"
"watz wrong witchu?u tink u r old enuf to do wadeva u do?u noe ur mom......"
bin hearin e farkin same speech since god noes wen
u neva let me mingle arnd wit e neighbour's child wen i was young
u neva let me go out alone wit my frens wen i was back in sch
u neva let me werk while i was waitin fer my O's result
if i neva go against u fer all tis,
i wil juz b lyk tt son of urs
stupid
lyflesss
no frens
easily bullied
no mind of his own
he's juz lyk a zombie
y cnt any of u farkers geddit?
i dunno wat to do
i juz wana break dwn
i wana get outta hs & scream al it out
bt i cnt
coz im stuck in e middle
stuck in tis blardy hs
i juz wish my parents r more understandin
i wish i have a bro hu is protective and behave lyk his own age
all i nid is fer em to luv me s i am
not by comparison & wantin me to b a duplicate of sum1 else
wer is e luv tt i wan?
im a normal human bein
my patients & wans is wearin outz
pls let me be strong god
pls gv me e strength to carry on
at least, mk me understand my familie betta....